My friends are all worried because I don't want to do anything. I don't know why, But lately I have been feeling like shit. Like I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. And I've been living on zoodles My friends don't think its "healthy". They try to get me to eat tofu and veggies but I don't even look at it.
And even better news, I have decided I will never have a "better half". I've gotten dumped because I'm "too nice". What? No, I won't stand...

I just want to scream, I want to cut so badly...I want to die. There's no point in anything anymore, I may aswell not be here, at least things wouldn't hurt so much.

Pills have never been so appealling before...

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