The pain, somtimes I run to my room and cry because its too much. I'm the middle of three and get this me and my younger sister were mistakes. She was a miracule and me, well, I can sing I can draw and i try so hard to make my parents proud of me. My younger sis is favored. I take her blame each time unless it is 100% obvious. I feel like the sun is poisenous and the dark is my healing. Happiness is poisen killing me as I try so hard to find it. Depression is the venom killing the pain, saving me,...

Feeling worthless, self destruction
trying to take control of this.
Find a purpose, reconstruction
write it somewhere it will stick.
And the stars are hiding now
but there’s something out there still.
And she knows, yeah she knows
there’s an awful lot of beauty in this world


As I’m typing, I can’t help noticing the small red lines on the back of my wrist. Evidence of yesterday’s mistakes. Won’t be too long before they’re gone,...

if you have white hair(dyed or not) and are still in school comment on this post and lets see how many people here are.

I can't get him out of my head. I need someone to take my mind off him. I want like a loving relationship because I know that is the only way to get over him. If anyone thinks they can help please post a comment. I feel empty and my current friends aren't helping.

I feel as if i should put that I might be bi but I want to try it to see if it feels right. GUYS (and girls) WHAT I AM SAYING IS COMMENT ! IF YOU WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME OR WANT TO GET TO KNOW ALSO...

Sometimes there are things we just don’t want to know. Yet we do anyway.

And it’s always the things that hurt the most. Especially when it’s as if there is no reason in the world for it to hurt. It does. And that can’t be changed.

So we find an excuse to leave and find a way to dry our tears. Until the next time.
Because they don’t need to know how much it hurts. No one ever knows the true extent of how much they hurt you. They can be the closest friend you have,...

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I give up on the NHS, seriously. I understand that free healthcare is like a godsend to people, I get that, but it would help if the healthcare we get, actually helped
I had my last chance to get some help today and I blew it. Or rather, the psych nurse blew it.
I went there with a list, my friend gave me a list of things I should talk about. And I wrote them all down.
She said to mention:
- Paranoia, also in relation to eating. (I have to eat in even numbers)
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