Everything now seems ridiculous. I never want to move and I never want to see anyone. Everyday it seems something sets me off. I start feeling terribly weak and get odd aches and pains. I don't know if it's depression but I just know it is. I can feel it just like I knew I needed glasses when I went to the eye doctor and because I'm a christian I tell the truth. I've worn glasses for about a month. I'm scared to tell my parents because they would think I'm over reacting. Today I felt depressed and...

It seems almost every one here who reads the things I post just ignore it. I've only had 2 comments and not where I need comments! I freakin want to kill myself! I am so confused about being bi or not and no one has tried to help! What is up! I'm ignored at school all the time and I'm hated by almost everyone!!! I need help and no one seems to care!!!! I need someone to look at some of my previous posts and help me out!!!!!!!!!!!!! Others have gotten help who have had big problems but not me! I...

Anyone know how best to cope with depression???
Ive been depressed an it has been to the point where i cry alot an the depression makes eating disorder recovery that much harder !!!!
And it recks havoc with my relationships sometimes depression

it really helps to have a good support system

I have been doing not so well recovery wise for ed , im going to do treatment for 6 months
only then after that im going to be probably done with treatment !!!!!!!!!!

So i am truly comitted to recovery i really
am and i want to get better i dont like being sick i loath that and i dont want attention by staying sick !!! i honestly want to get better soon really!!!

I fight hard for ed recovery

an doing my best to get better for me and...

I feel like my life has been feeling so out of control
lately I'm getting worried and im trying to at least get some control over my life back!!!


There had been alot going on this whole summer,but it is still a summee where im growing im maturing into a young women but also learning lifes little lessons to!!!!


I had been involved in a car accident on Aug 4th

I was not driving but i was walking then i dicide
to go home...

So yesterday was my first day back as a mentor. I took a group of girls out for ice cream and then to the cinema. I gave out advice and hugs...i cheered people up...i sorted out arguements...i made them laugh...i handed out my number again. Straight back into the swing of things like i was never away. Life goes on.

I came home and crawled into bed and cried.

But i took the first step.

Maybe tomorrow i wont cry.

Today i will.

There is this new girl at school. She makes me feel all shy. I try to get to know her but she doesn't talk much and my bff does all the asking. I kinda like her like her, but I am still deciding iif I'm bi or not. What do I do if I like her alot?

sooo it has been awhile. my summer was great i was with my boyfriend most of the time. now i need to spend time with friends. school is tomorrow and i am a bit excited. today is my brother's birthday, but he is asleep so yeah. lmao. i haven't been crying nearly as much as i used to. just when needed? lol. man, i wanna go driving, i need to get some more hours on my permit card. can't wait to get a jo and a car. (: haha this is just full of random stuff, so i think imma stop here...thanks for reading....

Today was my first day of life as a college student.
Not exactly my best day either if I’m honest.
After lunch I had Healthcare Numeracy which I almost fell asleep in at least 6 times. The college has no air conditioning. And the windows don’t open. The result of this is either a classroom that could make you pass out with the heat, or a classroom that Eskimos would find cold. There is no in between. Joy. Luckily the tutor took pity on us and we got a half hour break instead of 15...