I know something is wrong with me. I wasn't supposed to be born. My parents worship my little sis. My boyfriend was one of the two things at the time that kept me from suicide. My pets would be able to live without me but I don't know who wouldn't be able to. One Saturday i got my cracked guitar pick and made deep x's in my wrists. I tried to break the skin. I've been doing that all week mostly at school while teachers aren't looking. A couple days ago I found my pocket knife that I lost in the...

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How can some just walk in to my life and be able to read my like an open book. We haven't even been talking for more than 2 weeks and he has learnt everything about me

Yes I realize that I promised I was going to bed, but I couldn't sleep so I got up and watched a movie. *laughs* So I watched Letters to Juliet. And yes it was a total and complete chick flick . Who cares, Still was a good movie.

I got to admit that the concept of what if is possible the scariest concept I can think of. What if I had done this, what if I hadn't. What If i hadn't met you, what if I hadn't told you (admittedly I didnt but u still get my point )

I had...

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I hate it when people go through and break their promises to you, and they do it while knowing that it's hurting you. Why do people act like that?! Am I really so bad to be around that you need to go and smoke pot so you can deal with me? And if so, then why don't you just break my heart for the 3rd time and get it over with so you can move on in your life. Or do I need to break my own heart and push you away? I'd hate to have to do that, but if it needs to be done, then I'll do it. I hate that...

What is love, is it just a chemical in the brain? Or something more? How do you know when you truly love someone? As opposed to just liking them? What makes love in the romantic sense different from in the familial sense?

These questions keep swirling in my brain, over and over. And try as I might I don't know how to answer them.

There's this girl, and at first, she was just a really good friend. But then later my feelings started changing. And now *shrugs* I'm falling...

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It's dark outside.

I'm cold...

Bruised...

I can hardly move my right arm...

Can hardly breathe...

I feel like just curling up and crying...

Is it bad I think that I was...






r....


By my father?

I don't remember it...

But...

HE does...

HE whispered in my ear...

HE usually tells me bad things...

Soooooo, lol I got bored and decided, "why not write a blog post." Of course I blame becca for that because I read all of hers today but still

So lately I feel like my life consists nothing more then work and then sitting on the computer talking to people. I mean don't get me wrong, I love my friends on here that I talk to. I just feel like I have no life. I want things to do, I want to go hang out with people. But any friends I used to have, are either busy all...