Happy new years everyone! Hope you all had a good night. And i hope you all have a great year.
I had a good night. Went to my aunts house. Saw my baby cousin. He's 19 months old. So cute. I love him. He's one of the only reasons i stay alive. He makes me happy.
Last night we all sat around playing games and talking.The adults were drunk. My mom let me have spiked eggnog. First time ever having alcohol. My dad would never let me. So another secret to keep.But this one isnt bad....

2011.... This probably has been the worst year of mine so far.Heres all thhe bad things that have happened:
•I started off the year with findiing out my dad and his girlfriend of 2years had just broken up( i was really close to her)
•I got depressed (no one noticed)
•I started cutting (friends found out)
•Got worse (still no one noticed)
•Started not caring about anything inluding school
•Failed a class for...

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Yesterday was AMAZING!
Gabriel Zakuani spoke to me
Then retweeted me
None of you will know him but he's famous
Well... to me he is. He's PUFC's greatest centre back ever!
Man of Steel!
Gets in the championship team of the week nearly every week!
Legend!
And he spoke to me
This is the best thing ever!
And all because of the buses!
Buses are the best!
...

Haha. Like, I didn't already have enough problems?! The other day.. I found out that my sister had cockroaches in her apartment. :/ Then, she apparently brought them to my house. And, she's had them for years. WTF. AND, I just found one crawling around in the kitchen!!! OH GOODNESS.... EWWW. Like, I don't already have enough eating problems. Now, I barely want to eat. And, apparently... you have to clean like crazy to keep them away. Well, that's gonna be a fucking problem, cause my dad is the...

Can't sleep because I can't fully calm down. I start getting there then I get worked back up again. Haven't been this bad in ages. I even get the urge to cry and nothing ends up coming out

Help me be strong, guys.
I don't know what to do. I have been crying all night. And you know...I am so used to it.
Just ...encouraging words?

I've decided it must just be me :/
Today so far I have been told to f off, called some really nasty names and told to go and cut myself in chat.
I have been blamed for banning someone from chat when i evidently didn't. :/

I really gets to me >_<