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Therapy, Lesbian, and Confusion (TRIG)

Posted January 7th 2012 at 08:31 PM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags foster care, guidance counselor, lesbian, suicide, therapist, therapy, united states

I ask for a young therapist so I can relate. I get the old chick who did my intake because of my stupid schedule. I just don't want to miss school or quit my community service, but while I lied to my parents saying I liked that lady, I really only found her okay. But my mom said flat up it's either deal with her or don't go at all, and I kinda DO have to go because while my parents don't know this, it's either go to therapy or overdose. The pills are still getting harder to say no to. And nobody...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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Dun Dun Durrrrrrn

Posted January 7th 2012 at 05:04 PM by Troubled_Heart

Lost my appetite recently.
Even when it hurts I don't want to eat.
When I do I'm full after like 3 bites.
Kind of glad.
Been waiting for me to not need to eat 24/7
Not good when you're meant to be getting rid of chocolate
But nice for me
I put on weight and now I'm running and hardly eating I should lose it?
I do force myself to eat some tea so its not terrible
And I eat brekky on a school day
But if I'm not hungry surely that's ok
...

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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Confused ramble. Possible ED trig.

Posted January 7th 2012 at 03:46 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I'm so cold.
I haven't got any work done.
The numbers in front of me are telling me I haven't eaten enough.
But once they're in my head I've eaten too much.

My friend told me that she had noticed. That she'd seen the drastic weight loss and that she was worried. She said that when we did the cake stall and she was telling me to eat a cake it was because I was so dizzy and she was worried.

I don't know what to think about that. I mean, part of me...

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Reminder: Building confidence and self esteem discussions tonight!

Posted January 7th 2012 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

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TRIGGERING

Posted January 6th 2012 at 07:27 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

Threw up for the first time after eating over new year. Only a tiny bit but now I know I can.

Shit. How the hell did things get this bad.

Right now I'm fighting the urge to go throw up. I ate ages ago, it's not even about getting food out. It's about punishing myself. Because I hate myself.

I have no idea how this happened. I feel worthless.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Stress and saying goodbye.

Posted January 6th 2012 at 03:31 AM by Koharuchan (Haru's Crazy Thoughts)

My best friend of over 10 years came to town for Christmas and New Year's. She leaves Saturday morning to go back to North Dakota, where she's attending college. It was my first time seeing her since summer, so I was very excited. I spent 2 days at her house, and yesterday she came over here. She just left this evening, but it was a painful goodbye. I love her to death, but with her in college we barely have time to speak anymore. She won't be back until summer.

I'm glad she was...

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Skittles Minion

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I Can't Take It Anymore.. :( Language, Possibly Triggering

Posted January 5th 2012 at 12:02 PM by ChelleBelle97 (This is my life<3)

I deserve to be treated better. And, I can't wait 4 more years to get outta here. I admit, I have it pretty great material-wise. But, when you say that when you die of a stroke from you pushing yourself to work too much, that it's my fault and that I'm selfish. Wow. What if you killed over right then and there and then, I blamed myself for it for the rest of my life? You make me feel like shit. Nothing I ever do makes you happy. I almost died back in October. You didn't cry. You looked mad. You...

ChelleBelle97

Cookie Monster(:<3

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Paranoid...

Posted January 5th 2012 at 01:14 AM by ChelleBelle97 (This is my life<3)

Grr... I wanna put some of my poetry on here and see what people think. But, I'm so paranoid that someone will steal my poems and take credit for them...

ChelleBelle97

Cookie Monster(:<3

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Michael<333

Posted January 4th 2012 at 10:24 AM by ChelleBelle97 (This is my life<3)
Updated January 4th 2012 at 10:42 AM by ChelleBelle97

---Hey princess. So im hacking you since my phone was being stupid and idk if you got my text ._. So what I said was (Ugh I dont remember exactly, god im stupid ._.) I miss your smile, I miss your voice, I miss your cute laugh, your cute little accent and that adorable little girl voice you do that makes me smile like an idiot because its just the cutest thing I have ever heard(: I love you for...

ChelleBelle97

Cookie Monster(:<3

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Push</3

Posted January 4th 2012 at 10:11 AM by ChelleBelle97 (This is my life<3)

Okay, so I'm gonna start posting a song everyday or so that relates to how I feel.

Maybe write what's on my mind. Haha RANTING... possibly.

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"Push"

She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
Gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry,

...

ChelleBelle97

Cookie Monster(:<3

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