I find \my head very confining. I never really think everything out until I am typing, ranting, or writing. It's terrible. I hate it. I don't know about anybody else out there, but it just sucks. I hate feeling numb. I hate that I feel ignored. I feel like I'm going to cry, but nothing seems to happen no matter what I feel like. What is so freakin wrong with me that I must sit here, at the library, typing on the computer to get my thoughts out? And the worst part is that I never know what I am going...

Well, my dad is back up to his old shit, and I'm pissed. Scared the fuck out of me and whatever. I don't know what to do. Why muct a father molest/rape their children? Who the hell knows. I thought for sure that he was completely done with that shit, but I was very very wrong. What am I supposed to do? I'm still trying to get over being raped by this guy that I knew for two years. He raped me for a year. I never told anybody how long. But once I told somebody, I other people found out. It's scary...

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Fuck off and die, kthx?

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Well, I thought my dads house was going to get better, turns out I was completely and utterly wrong. -.- My brother ditched me with my baby brother, im at the library to be on here, and Cameron keeps pulling the cords and screaming and touching everything. 2 year olds are realy starting to piss me off. I'm bored as shit, and I hate it when little kids don't stop crying. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm going insane. My nightmares are getting so much worse then I thought they could, and worse, I...

Umm.. Yeah Fathers Day is this sunday i think?
And i could care less, he could die for all i care.

And last night it finally hit me.
I finally know why i could never accept my dad's "love" i wouldn't hug him back, didn't like him touching me and just wanted him to leave me alone. And why i could not remember a thing from back then.

I think he like.. ya know.. molested me and stuff while i was younger.
Like he did the same thing to...

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Better or not here I come. So move out of the way mother cause I'm going out in the world head on. I don't need you to shelter me and not everything can be about you so just chill. I can handle my own. I can finally live a day without SH. You were never there for me and you still aren't. But...that's fine cause I'm healing and I'm ready for whatever you want to dish out. I'm done taking crap from you so move out of the way cause here I come!