Well, if you are..
It's a long story but i'll keep it as short as possible.

My mom passed on not too long ago, still not over that. But when she left us, my family fell apart, she was our glue she kept everything under control and together.

Everything is just wrong, my dad threw himself into drinking, so did my older brother, so it was just me and my little brother there for a while.

it got even more heavy when my dad met her, she broke what was left...

Hey :3
I'm new here, and im looking for some advice; but that doesn't mean i don't want to help you too, so don't be scared.

I don't bite :3

I'm so sick and tired of hearing the same stuff over and over again. "You need to help your mom" "She's under so much stress" "You have to understand she just had a baby". Well guess what I'm 14 years old. I know what I need to do. But the fact that I get no respect from her makes me want to scream. If she were nicer then I would be nicer. But she's not. Even after having the baby. I thought parents were suppose to be happy and grateful? Not yelling and always mad....

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So today is Friday, tomorrow is Saturday and then after saturday, this week will be over.

Can I forget about this week please??

I know I've had bad weeks, happens relatively frequently, everyone does. But if this week never existed, I'd be so much happier.

Started the week feeling completely and utterly alone and hopeless.
But I was happy, at least. Out with my parents and brother I walked barefoot along the beach, put my shoes on to get back to...

title is self explanatory..
I have jobs now, and coach 2 soccer teams and I am really tired.
I know for sure I am suffering from depression, just have to have the doctors tell me it for sure. I have all the symptoms. But what can i say.

I just miss having someone who cares, within the last year, I have lost both of the guys I use to talk to about everything.. my boyfriend and my best friend.

I mean I have meet new people but it;s not the same

So i cut. And cut. and cut. Coz im stupid. So im going to keep cutting. Whats the point in trying? Just makes me feel worse when i fail. and i will fail. Coz secretly i dont really want to succeed. Maybe if i self destruct enough my family will give up on me. I think they already have. But they need me now so they will pretend they care until i do what they want. What will happen to me then?

Im angry

Im sad

Im lost

IM HURTING SO DAMN MUCH...

Bad night. feeling so weak. tired. Lonely. Just want to fade away. Dont want to be here. Sick of feeling like this. Im falling.