We played d & d last night. It was really fun. I enjoyed myself. I laughed a lot. Two of us are autistic so we had a hand signal to make if anyone was gonna screech loudly or shout as part of the game so we could cover our ears, and I could use stim toys without feeling embarrassed (I had my dratini plushie, a tangle and clicker toy and my friend lent me a ruler with beads in which made a brilliant sound when you shook it). And I had pizza. I didn't finish my pizza but I ate most of it without...

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I'm either flaring, or I've come down with a bug, or I'm in sensory overload. Or all of the above. I feel rotten.

I promised I'd play d and d today. It's in my house so I really can't back out. I'm so anxious about it even though we played last week and my friend said I did really well.

I'm so tired.

I missed my lecture this morning because I couldn't get up. I feel slightly better now but that's probably because I've not done anything all day.
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This week was mostly okay. Snow day on Monday so some of my friends and I all hung out. The rest of the week progressed relatively okay. Just have political science and some work training stuff to do this weekend unless I want to go ahead with English work.

Got my medication dosage raised significantly today and that's without me even telling her just how bad I've been.
Went to Stop and Shop to go shopping with my roommates and at the end checked the pharmacy to see if my...

I feel ill. My head is spinning. My hands are hurting. My legs are hurting. My back is hurting. I have a splitting headache. I'm nauseous. And I feel really depressed. I self harmed yesterday. Maybe I should be back on my meds? No. I'm just pretending. I'm not depressed. This is normal. I'm normal. There's nothing wrong with me. It's normal to feel like this.

After doing so much yesterday I feel really ill today. But I have to do stuff today as well. The point of get is that you do the same every day. I have to get up but things hurt. I have to study but my brain is foggy. I have to do things. I need to cook and eat. I need to clean. I need to do so much. I don’t know where to start.

Faceblind problems though. The other day my friend said hello and I had no idea who he was until he pulled his hood off and I saw his bald head
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i woke up with my hands hurting so much and a splitting headache. This does not bode well for the rest of the day. I try not to take painkillers but I think I might have to. At least my pokemon mystery box arrived. I have a new plushie and a bunch of stickers and some pokemon finger puppets and other stuff

I'm going to catch up on some uni reading. I'm going to attend my lecture. The parcel for my rats arrived so I can give them a bath and put up their new tubes and climbing stuff. I'll probably do that tomorrow though when I clean the cage out.

Last night I played d & d for the first time. It was a lot of fun and for 7 hours I actually felt happy. So long as I kept talking. When I stopped interacting with people I felt bad again.

Also I brought my rats down to see...

i'm not depressed im just a stupid kid who's stupid stupid stupid so i dont need my meds im never going back to get more i dont need them and if i do end up killing myself its not becaise im depressed its just that im a stupid kid whos just stupid

I don't want to do this anymore.

This semester has been overwhelming and I have taken on too much and I'm so overwhelmed and just. I'm always busy.

One professor is an asshole. But I'm not as concerned about him.

My geology class. Two tests coming up and I'm going to fail both of them. One's a lab test Tuesday and one's a lecture test Thursday. She drops the lowest lecture exam grade so I'm really tempted not to show up for class at all.

I haven't...