TeenHelp - Entries for January 2012

Proves my point that people don't care about me.. trig

Posted January 31st 2012 at 04:00 PM by Riddikulus

I really don't want to hear about how you think suicide is selfish or that people to attempt it are strange and you don't care... thanks sir, great Maths lesson.

Proves my point that people don't care, cutting would help so much right now..need more pills too..

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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Just leave, Charli... trig?

Posted January 30th 2012 at 05:36 PM by Riddikulus

No one cares, no one wants you around Charli.... You might aswell just go...

It's not like anyone would notice

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Need it to end.. trig

Posted January 29th 2012 at 07:15 PM by Riddikulus

So many pills in front of me...want to take them all, I want it all to end...

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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I don't trust myself trig?

Posted January 28th 2012 at 08:14 AM by Riddikulus

Home by myself all day... I don't think i can make it through the day..
I don't trust myself....

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You just make me want to hurt myself... trig?

Posted January 26th 2012 at 03:09 PM by Riddikulus

Dear my "best friends"

Please stop texting about me when i'm sitting with you and talking about me behind my back and then denying it, things are hard enough for me as it is. I know you know that, you've seen the cuts.

Sincerely, I can see your text in the window... >_<

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Next time it wil work trig

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 08:38 PM by Riddikulus

This wasn't supposed to happen, I'm not supposed to be in so much pain....it should have worked :/

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Final moments trig

Posted January 22nd 2012 at 09:51 PM by Riddikulus

Thats it...I can't do this anymore...I won't make it through, i give up

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The one friend that knew about my SH trig

Posted January 20th 2012 at 03:13 PM by Riddikulus

Wow, had the most wonderful day ever -_-
First of all my tutor had a go at me over the most ridiculous thing ever, and it shouldn't have upset me but it did.
I then thought that things were going to get better and people actually let me sit with them and were talking to me, but no i was wrong, soon enough they all left and started ignoring me. But i was fine with it because i needed to do work anyway.

But the one thing that really got to me, I asked my friend what she did...

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When i look in the mirror, i don't even recognise myself trig

Posted January 19th 2012 at 09:00 PM by Riddikulus

Today has been so horrible, spent all of it alone and wanting to cry.
I cut at school and my head of house noticed >_< I felt so stupid and pathetic.

I want to take more pills and cut...i'm trying so hard to hang in there but failing miserably

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