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Just let me go, let me fade away...

Posted May 9th 2011 at 06:29 PM by Riddikulus

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I just want to go and leave all this pain behind.. my boyfriend made it quite clear about what he thinks of my personality sometimes, apparantly i am too nice to people and it makes him feel uncomfortable and inscure. I don't know what he wants out of me anymore, he wants to leave this place, start again and be together...he knows i want to finish education and be a doctor, but apparantly i'm being selfish. It is okay for him to tell me how to live my life and he really lets me know what he thinks when i don't listen, but as soon as i stand up to him he goes mental. He says the bruising will remind me that i should listen.
I love him more than anything, but everything is so confusing at the moment.... It's hurting....

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1. 	It sounds like your boyfriend may be a bit jealous of you. You are a lovely person so don't let him make you think any different. Stay strong <3
   	Posted May 9th 2011 at 06:44 PM by *Jen*

2. 	He has no right to hurt you or make you feel bad about yourself. You're amazing. You have your own mind, so use it, don't let him control you. I love you so much. You can do this.
   	Posted May 9th 2011 at 06:52 PM by Everglow.

3. *angry* He has no right to treat you this way, you are your own person, with your own thoughts, feelings, dreams and ambitions. The person you are is so amazing, he is so lacking in finding flaws in your person he has to attack you for being nice! You have to resist him, he is wrong to hurt you, you shouldn't be hurt for having your own feelings, thoughts and wants even if they categorically disagree with anyone else's. I want you to stop hurting Charli You can't give up your future, I know its what keeps you going and gives you hope.... Grrr

   Posted May 10th 2011 at 05:25 PM by Guardian_Angel

4. 	Charli sweetie. He has no right to treat you this way. You can do what you want. You and only you can decide what you want to do don't let him do it for you. You are amazing person and you deserve better than him. Don't let him put you down and don't change just to please him as you are amazing as you are! I love you and am always here if you need anything <3
   	Posted May 10th 2011 at 07:54 PM by Anatidaephobia

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