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November 21st 2013, 11:46 AM
I so don't want to do this anymore. On top of that I got all of 3 hours of sleep last night and I have a presentation today and I get to walk across campus in the dark and the freezing cold and it may not even make a difference.
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November 21st 2013, 11:16 PM
You aren't above the law. Just because you're late for a meeting doesn't mean you can speed, drive reckless, and endanger pedestrians.
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November 22nd 2013, 02:18 PM
Do you really have to open your mouth every time you walk into a room?
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November 22nd 2013, 04:19 PM
I'm so, so worried. Please be okay.
Take as long as you need.
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November 22nd 2013, 04:26 PM
Could you act less like you care?
Done with today. Already.
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November 23rd 2013, 02:59 AM
Please, stop. I had just calmed down and now I'm about to cry because of you. I just want respect. I don't ask for much.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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Spite and coffee.
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November 23rd 2013, 11:16 AM
Okay, if there's any other parts of my body that would like to muck up, now would be a great time. Let's just have everything screw up at once so I can have a miserable weekend and then get over it.
"Love means never having to say you're a werewolf."
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November 23rd 2013, 12:41 PM
Well, he was okay. But in the process of panicking about him I lost his anniversary present and now need to order a new one.  xD
Take as long as you need.
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November 24th 2013, 03:28 AM
I'm putting it together, figuring out why things were the way that they were. It hurts. Badly. I guess my sense of numbness is gone, or is it?
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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November 24th 2013, 04:36 PM
I wish i wasn't so pathetic that all i can seemingly do is cry.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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November 24th 2013, 07:06 PM
Taylor pull your head out of your ass and stop being such a stupid pathetic slut.
I mean really. Stop. Give up.
Fuck up.
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November 25th 2013, 07:46 PM
Please be okay. Please. You're all I have.
Shaking.
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November 25th 2013, 08:38 PM
Poking fun at me is one thing. Laughing with me about it is another. But full on, proper probing when you can see it's bothering me is just fucking bitchy and I'm not putting up with your shit.
Want him here. :/
Take as long as you need.
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November 25th 2013, 08:49 PM
SO want to be done working for today, I put 2 hours in, but I only got about a paragraph done. I guess I could consider that a section. She did say we'd be using the book for that part anyway.
You all find people's strengths for a living and none of you can identify any of mine. All I ever get from you is what I do wrong even when I ASK for what I've done right.That must mean I don't have any strengths in which case WHAT AM I DOING HERE?!
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November 29th 2013, 01:58 AM
I mean this in the nicest way possible. Please stop being so negative and seeing the glass as half empty. Do you realize this is a great opportunity for you and us as well? We're better off than most people so be grateful, and stop crying every time you talk about it. Ty.
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November 29th 2013, 10:11 AM
You, my friend, are lucky I can restrain myself now. You're lucky you didn't start making unknowing comments last year, otherwise my actions would have been much different.
You have NO FUCKING IDEA about anything you talk about, so please, stop making these comments you moronic, immature, child.
I'll finish this later, need to go.
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November 30th 2013, 07:14 PM
i'm sick of what's going on with the skin on my hands
i wish i had nice eyebrows
i wish something about my face was nice
i wish i had nicer hair
i want more tattoos and piercings already
i want to cut
i want these scars to go away
i don't wanna be around her anymore
i don't wanna leave my best friends
i really hate waiting
i'm still stuck in the middle and i think i need to be on different meds
i miss my dad, my stepmom, my grandma
i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home
it doesn't matter if i've taken residence here for seven and a half years
i wanna go home
but the fucking moment i open my mouth to just release how fucking frustrated i am, every single person in this house flips their shit. i'm a human being. i get i'm not perfect, you don't have to keep rubbing it in my face...
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December 1st 2013, 09:04 PM
Who the fuck do you think you are?
You are SO lucky that I'm not the person I used to be. If you ever talk to - like that again then I will make you wish you were dead. I will turn your whole world around, pull out the foundations of your life and rip them apart. We'll see how long you can stay up without crumbling, eh?
I am not someone you want to mess with, dear. Believe me. If you untie the demons I tied up long ago then I assure you that you will not want to see what happens when I get mad.
This isn't much of a vent, just know what you've done to -, you've made - cry, you've made - hurt herself before. And I will make you regret that, I put that on everyone I care about's lives.
Get ready to regret the day you were born, bitch.
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December 2nd 2013, 01:51 AM
I need this feeling to go away. It's kinda scaring me.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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December 2nd 2013, 05:04 AM
I need to stop trying to find myself,
I can never be found.
I typed up a blog post but deleted it. There's no point anymore. I can't handle this. I don't know what to do. Things are out of my control and they're getting worse. I want to give up, just lock myself in my room and hibernate. I think I'm going to listen to music and cry myself to sleep like the pathetic little self centered bitch that I am.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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December 2nd 2013, 07:12 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Enchantment
I need to stop trying to find myself,
I can never be found.
I typed up a blog post but deleted it. There's no point anymore. I can't handle this. I don't know what to do. Things are out of my control and they're getting worse. I want to give up, just lock myself in my room and hibernate. I think I'm going to listen to music and cry myself to sleep like the pathetic little self centered bitch that I am.
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I don't think you're pathetic, I think you're quite amazing, actually.
OT: WHY AM I SO ANGRY.
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December 3rd 2013, 12:05 AM
I can't handle the faking anymore, even the people who know i'm in a bad place don't even know how bad i am. I have to fake with them too. I just want to end it all, no one would care anyways. i don't know what the fuck to do...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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December 4th 2013, 03:39 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Ralpanda
I don't think you're pathetic, I think you're quite amazing, actually.
OT: WHY AM I SO ANGRY.
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Aw, thanks. <3
My anxiety is making me sick. It won't stop. I need to let go of the past. He can't hurt me anymore.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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December 4th 2013, 05:33 AM
Now I don't know what to do, I almost have to go with the coordinator on this, he's never steered me wrong, but Mom means well. I don't see this working and if it doesn't, I'm the one who suffers. I'd ask for a sign, but I think I've gotten it already and the last time I went against it, it was the beginning of this nightmare. I'd love a session right now, but they never called back and I doubt I'd get one on the 4 days I'm available until the semester's over. If only there was a way to get an instructor for that class who respected me, told me what I did right and HELPED when I asked for it, without me having to deal with the people who DON'T do that. Sounds like I need a miracle.
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December 4th 2013, 07:20 AM
I am a motherfucking hideous living creature, and I always will be. I wonder why a fucking painful red blemish has to exist. Yes, I am talking to you, acne. You are both a pain in the ass and ugly. You don't even deserve to be in the universe because you've ruined most people.
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December 5th 2013, 12:15 AM
another fucking panic attack.... i thought they were gone.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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December 5th 2013, 01:51 AM
I really don't fucking want to exist. I don't want to have to deal with any of this.
Selfish, yes. But I honestly am finished caring.
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December 8th 2013, 02:53 PM
What? Why am I just finding out about this? Whatever. You're an asshole. And I might not ever forgive you.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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December 10th 2013, 10:05 PM
Thanks for making home a happy place to be, bitch. You take and take and take and take. You want everything just so someone else can't have it.
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December 10th 2013, 11:40 PM
Why cant I be someone else? And why are people so ignorant?????
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December 11th 2013, 12:22 AM
Fall semester is 2 weeks too long, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE Especially with all this program drama. I just want to be DONE NOW!!
I would REALLY like to get to and from both of my finals WITHOUT getting hit by a car! They had to make them later than normal so I have to go both ways in the dark when I'm NIGHT-BLIND
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December 11th 2013, 06:07 AM
I'm a fucking idiot. What have I done? What a stupid response. Stupid stupid stupid. Now I've made both of us sad. Both of us will be more upset now because of me. I should just let it be. I was never helpful, supportive or anything. I've been a bully. An emotionally abusive bully. I hate what I've become.
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December 11th 2013, 07:16 AM
Why do I need to come home to your shit? Is everything really my fault? I'll think about that next time.
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December 12th 2013, 07:39 PM
I look like shit and I feel like shit and I swear to fucking god, if this doesn't work out, I am screwed.
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December 12th 2013, 09:23 PM
Are you fucking serious!?
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December 14th 2013, 04:24 PM
Stop it. You are no idea how annoying you are.
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December 14th 2013, 06:49 PM
You're really gonna get upset like this isn't what you wanted?
Alright, Mom, I'll leave you alone. I'll just stay in my room, out of your way, not bothering you, not annoying you, nothing. Rude ass bitch.
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December 14th 2013, 10:14 PM
You are such a great role model.
Note the fucking sarcasm.
And you wonder why I have an eating disorder?
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December 15th 2013, 12:00 AM
I don't want to be associated or talked to anymore. No one should even bother. Is there even a reason to be around me? All I am is a waste of breath. Shit, I really fucked up. I'm worried now.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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December 16th 2013, 08:50 AM
Ugh, I feel like shit and I'm sick of hiding it. I'm not going to be able to last much longer, my blood feels like it's boiling, I need to find some sort of relief.
Why does this have to be so fucking hard?
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