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Re: Screaming thread. - September 22nd 2021, 09:24 PM

I did not do my best today.
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Re: Screaming thread. - September 23rd 2021, 09:34 AM

I hate being stressed all the time.


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 23rd 2021, 03:24 PM

I'm so tired and I feel useless


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 24th 2021, 08:39 PM

I'm feeling so touch-starved. I want somebody to hold me, cuddle me, kiss me, take me somewhere beautiful and hold my hand. But nobody will. And even if they do, they won't mean it or feel it like I do. The only people who really love me, are the pretend relationships I have with my fictional crushes - how cringey and sad is that?


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 24th 2021, 09:39 PM

I cannot wait for tomorrow to be over and done with.


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 25th 2021, 02:11 AM

I really wish I wasn't like this. I can't stand it anymore.


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 25th 2021, 07:26 AM

I know you're just living your life. You even offered to block me from seeing your posts when everything was still fresh. So, I know for a fact you aren't trying to trigger me, but here we are...


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 25th 2021, 07:11 PM

It's unfair how I'm not allowed to hurt myself. It's my body, isn't it? Why should other people decide what I do with it?


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 26th 2021, 05:20 AM

Why do I always get involved in stupid things?


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 26th 2021, 09:00 PM

Everyone tells me I need to focus on myself and heal, but I am so fucking tired of focusing on myself. Don't y'all realize I spend most days alone with my thoughts? Why is it so terrible if I take some time to focus on others?
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Re: Screaming thread. - September 28th 2021, 01:55 AM

Anxiety hits and I don't want to shower
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Re: Screaming thread. - September 28th 2021, 05:42 AM

If management informed us of the blackout dates BEFORE the DAY they cut off taking vacation, and didn't bark orders while nitpicking the little things, they might have better retention rates. He left, everything changed, and 95% of the people jumped ship. You might be part of the reason why...

2 days, then one day off, before the week I've been dreading. I'm working 6 days straight and/or getting jury duty. Do you even LOOK at the schedule before you post it, or do you just not give a shit if you work me to the point that I literally walk out the fucking door?!


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 28th 2021, 06:23 AM

I don't want to be like this anymore.


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 28th 2021, 04:20 PM

Three weeks feels like an eternity.
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Re: Screaming thread. - September 28th 2021, 09:12 PM

I can't wait until the pandemic is over.
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Re: Screaming thread. - September 29th 2021, 05:39 AM

And it just goes around in circles all the time.


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 29th 2021, 02:27 PM

Hate how my show is returning practically in October!
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Re: Screaming thread. - September 30th 2021, 06:23 AM

Even if I decided to get myself a new phone for Christmas, I need one that won't separate and doesn't cost a fortune which means I'm apparently out of luck.


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Re: Screaming thread. - September 30th 2021, 06:52 AM

Why am I like this?


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 1st 2021, 06:39 AM

And the week from hell begins.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 1st 2021, 09:14 AM

I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 1st 2021, 09:46 PM

I'm so self conscious and paranoid all the time.
And I wish this was over now.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 2nd 2021, 05:52 AM

I hate when I can't tell if I'm hungry or nauseous. Toast it is.

I'm only two days down and this week is as bad as I thought. I don't even get vacation at the end. Just another week of work.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 3rd 2021, 06:08 PM

It's been a bad weekend and I've just had enough of being me.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 3rd 2021, 11:47 PM

My stomach is hurting and I hate these symptoms.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 4th 2021, 03:14 AM

And the holiday is over. Back to reality I go.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 4th 2021, 10:25 PM

If they call the same number of people every time, I'll have to go Thursday. When I FINALLY get a fucking day off! Can't catch a G-d Damned break! This is not only the week from hell, but it's every bit as bad as I feared. Maybe worse.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 5th 2021, 05:03 AM

Stressing and it sucks. I know why but there's no actual solution.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 5th 2021, 09:29 AM

I never get anything right and I'm pathetic


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 5th 2021, 11:56 AM

I am so sick of the crappy weather and I still haven't heard back from my doctor.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 5th 2021, 11:57 AM

I'm beyond tired.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 6th 2021, 02:57 AM

And because I could almost see the light at the end of the tunnel, it moved and I have to go in tomorrow. I'm never getting a fucking break, am I

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Re: Screaming thread. - October 6th 2021, 08:58 AM

This place has become so toxic.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 6th 2021, 01:30 PM

Anxiety and lack of sleep are the worst
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 6th 2021, 05:21 PM

Wherever you are, dead or alive, I do hope you know we didn't abandon you. You simply refused to come with us, you walked your own path. Please don't think we wanted to leave you, or replace you.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 6th 2021, 08:56 PM

I just don't understand the point.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 6th 2021, 09:15 PM

I hate how the family is so fucking judgemental of me, my mom, and my sister. I wish my dad would see it but he got blinders on.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 7th 2021, 09:03 AM

I wish I was able to turn off my thoughts.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 7th 2021, 05:32 PM

If I'm not able to hurt myself, I'm going to end up killing myself.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 8th 2021, 12:45 AM

I'm mostly sure I took my Zoloft, but I can't remember and for some reason the app I track it with is off by 2 pills. I'll refill soon enough that's a problem, but I don't want to deal with withdrawal tomorrow. Things are finally turning around and that would really suck.


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