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May 27th 2017, 10:11 AM
I am exhausted in every possible way.
Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.
Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.
Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.
On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.
Never settle. Never give up.
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May 27th 2017, 08:59 PM
When there are fireworks and all you can think about is how you hope it isn't a bomb.
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May 27th 2017, 09:20 PM
Oh, no, seeing a four year old being fed like that totally did not make me puke the last bite of my meal. 
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May 27th 2017, 11:59 PM
I hope it's just because you're busy and not because it's lost in the mail. Technically you have my address wrong, but I've gotten everything else you sent.
The fact that she's not going to pursue a lawsuit doesn't erase the fact that she has grounds for one.
When does healthy boundary setting become immaturity? And who is less mature, the person being avoided for their impossible, immature behavior, or the one who refuses to put up with it?
Survive what I have and you can judge how I did it. I'm not "wallowing", I'm recovering and rebuilding. This did NOT come with a fucking manual. Don't judge what you'll never understand!
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May 28th 2017, 05:05 AM
Will I ever stop having dreams about you? The world may never know
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May 28th 2017, 03:14 PM
I wish it wasn't so rainy and gross today. I'd love to be able to chill outside when we go to Dad's for this cookout.
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May 28th 2017, 06:43 PM
Fuck, I've had this problem for a long time and I was certain it would've been solved for good by now. Seems I was very wrong, and what makes me worried is that time passing doesn't help me solve it at all.
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May 28th 2017, 07:48 PM
I am scared you are going to leave me.
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May 28th 2017, 08:56 PM
Had another roommate move in and he and her fuck buddy didn't get home until 2:30 (which woke me up) and proceeded to be up all night. It wouldn't have been so bad had they not spent the entire time in the living room because my room is right next to the living room and I could hear them laughing and coughing loudly. While I was able to go back to sleep the majority of the time, I still don't appreciate being woken up 3 times over the course of 4 hours. What if I had to work today?? Where is the common decency in some people now...
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May 29th 2017, 05:59 AM
It's a shame I can't get a sugar daddy to pay my debts or for the IOP because my parents would DEFINITELY find out.
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May 29th 2017, 06:36 AM
Kaleb, you self-centered psychopath. I fucking forgave you and come around to stab me in the back again? I hope when you die, you die in the most inhumane possible. Because you are already so fucking dead to me. You bile scum.
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May 29th 2017, 06:42 AM
If I for any reason don't want this job my dad is gonna think I'm being lazy. Or too picky than I can afford to be right now. And I hate the position that puts me in. If I have to answer the phone more often than once in a while I don't wanna do it. If I have to deal with a ton of people I don't wanna do it. 
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May 29th 2017, 12:26 PM
Lately I've been feeling pretty crappy and I have no idea why, but I know I don't really want to deal with it.
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May 29th 2017, 04:01 PM
I fully expect my sleeping pattern to go to hell again.
And everything's so fucking expensive...
The risk I took was calculated, but boy, am I bad at math.
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May 29th 2017, 04:06 PM
It's so senseless! Everybody's telling me that if I just do tons of tests I will eventually get better, but you know what? YOUR ADVICE IS PURE SHIT!
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May 29th 2017, 04:56 PM
Step away from the joint, pull the stick out of your ass, and re-evaluate your life.
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May 29th 2017, 09:36 PM
Why does everything have to be an attack? Not everything I have to say is an attack on you. Not every conversation has to be a row. I can't stand talking to you these days. Genuinely don't remember the last time I messaged you and didn't get a hostile response.
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May 30th 2017, 01:48 AM
Not TH related
I guess I'm not one to talk because we have the same condition, but some of these people are so fucking insensitive and/or stupid and/or immature, I can't stand them.
It shouldn't, but sometimes it does and not because you're not willing to work hard enough for it, but because life isn't fair and sometimes you can't do everything you want regardless of your own efforts or desire for things.
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May 30th 2017, 08:30 AM
I'm sorry I'm sick again. I'm sorry I make you spend money on treatment. I'm sorry I'm so nerve-wrecking to you. I'm sorry I don't have good grades and don't get average scores at exams. I'm sorry I'm so ungrateful. I'm sorry you work every day so that I can live decently and I do nothing and don't even study. I'm sorry I can't draw nor write nor play the guitar. I'm sorry I can't focus on anything. I'm sorry I disappoint you even at something as stupid and little as ice skating. I'm sorry I'm not even good at one subject I used to think I knew well. I'm sorry I disappoint you every day.
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May 30th 2017, 08:43 AM
Ugh. It finally finished. That was such a waste of my evening. Love waiting from 8-1:30 for you and your friends
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May 30th 2017, 10:42 AM
The world is killing me
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May 30th 2017, 11:07 AM
I hate how restless I've been. I'm just ready to get a good nights sleep for once.
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May 30th 2017, 05:36 PM
No one cares about me.....
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May 30th 2017, 05:53 PM
Gotta get over these moods. It's nobody's fault that I'm wound up. Stop taking it out on other people, come on now.
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May 30th 2017, 06:46 PM
I'm so tired. Need more sleep. I hope I can sleep more tonight.
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May 30th 2017, 06:55 PM
I want people to stop criticizing me but then again I'm not doing anything good for anyone to recognize. I'm tired of being pestered to do all this shit that I don't want to do. Jfc I don't wanna live. Don't you get it? I don't want to get a job. I don't want to get my license. I don't want to eat better and sleep better. I want to die. And I still honestly can't wrap my head around the fact that YOU ARE JUST NOW HEARING ME WHEN I SAY THIS IS E V E R Y S I N G L E D A Y.
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May 30th 2017, 08:13 PM
I'm fed up with everything. I don't want to face it anymore.
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May 31st 2017, 03:23 AM
Somehow stood on a coffee table leg that was ya know... vertical and hurt a toe which feels like how I hurt the one when I feel down the stairs but not as bad.
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May 31st 2017, 05:54 AM
You have NO IDEA how hard I'm resisting reacting to you right now. This "tough love" comparing pain and "snap out of it" shit doesn't work on us, Down playing the effects of a DISABILITY and calling MENTAL ILLNESS "just life" is despicable, but the last thing I want is you to come after me next. But NO our struggle isn't just like everyone else's and just because we're depressed does NOT mean we aren't "dealing with it" Just SHUT UP. You're not better than any of us because of the "choices" you make. I make the choice to ignore her, you could've done the same thing. When it collapses your entire fucking life through no fault of your own and you've managed against your better judgement NOT to kill yourself get back to me!!!!!
And why do I want it back right now?! Over two years and the desire is still there. It's going to be with me for life, isn't it?
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May 31st 2017, 01:51 PM
No motivation.
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May 31st 2017, 02:44 PM
Nobody at work told me I couldn't use my discount in certain stores. Thought I'd be paying £59 for my first ever prescription sunglasses and instead I've ended up paying £118. Thanks for that.
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May 31st 2017, 03:02 PM
I want to die.
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May 31st 2017, 03:36 PM
I hate how I've been feeling lately. I'm not sure if I'm sick, or what, but It's driving me insane.
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May 31st 2017, 04:08 PM
I don't know why I've lost my appetite. But I'm losing weight and dehydrated and so. frickin. tired. And that's not good. And I kinda don't wanna do anything about it because I wanna die.
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May 31st 2017, 08:44 PM
I was looking forward to this period of life. I thought things would change. I thought life would be different for me. Well, it is. It's much worse now than it ever was. Thank you, life.
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May 31st 2017, 10:47 PM
The washing machine has broken less than a week before I go on holiday. And I have no clothes to wear. And it's 2 buses to my mums.
Wonderful.
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June 1st 2017, 03:58 PM
If I hold out this will kill me. Woot.
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June 1st 2017, 04:01 PM
I hate that things are the way they are. I'm so ready for things to get easier for us, and I have a feeling the hard times are just at the beginning rather than the end.
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June 1st 2017, 04:29 PM
I want to just be me. I don't want to be so angry and upset.
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June 1st 2017, 06:13 PM
What the hell am I doing taking this class? I don't understand a thing and I am so overwhelmed.
I feel so stupid.
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