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-I wish I didn't shoot that pragnant woman in Afghanistan, Along with the two children.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I'm in love with the person my ex used to be. And I hate that we don't talk anymore, even though he's changed so drastically that he's the sort of person I can't stand. 
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I'm down and out. I wish I knew where I was meant to be headed.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I dont know how mch longer i can live like this i dont want to kill myself i just want change( for the better)
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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What she does to herself tears apart my heart.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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every year i say i'm not going to make it to my next birthday and once again i have [almost made it] will this year be any different? I don't know what to do anymore. To live or not to live that is the question. [[lol sorry shakespear.]]
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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it makes me angry when people have low expectations of me.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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i not only think but truly believe that if i was the perfect weight i would be compleatly happy 
  
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I'm in love with her... I wish she was in love with me too... =[
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I think I'm starting to like you... But I have a girlfriend
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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i'm scared of what the future will bring, or more what it won't.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I really hate my best friend. 
  
>I'm scared to get better. 
  
>I don't think i can live without self harm.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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They told me I looked great. 
They didn't know it was because I'd stopped eating.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Yeah, I'm 15, so what? Does that mean I can't love someone so much it hurts? I've loved him for over a year...not long really, but I'd do anything for him. But the worst (or maybe best?) thing is that he doesn't know, and I'll never tell him. He has a girlfriend, I tell myself I don't care, but come the f*ck on....of course I care! It kills me everyday, and God help me if I see them together...she's two years younger than him too. Fuck. I should be grateful he at least talks to me, we're friends and stuff, I see him pretty much everyday... but I love him so much. I wish he would respect me as much as I do him...I practically worship him.  
  
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Invisible font for an invisible girl 
I like frogs more than I like cats. 
I'm scared to tell him the truth. 
My favourite food is chips. I like chips. 
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I love him so much but I know it could never, ever happen =(
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				
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I'm scared that no one will ever love me as much as I love him. Although he's the reason I started to self harm, and the reason I overdosed, all the rest. He might be moving away soon...that will kill me.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Even though I've never met an ugly person ... 
I compare myself to all of you. 
Even though big can be beautiful ... 
It never will be on me. 
Despite knowing what's best for me ... 
I never really do it. 
You might think it's caring ... 
But it's just hypocricy. 
I'd trust you with anything ... 
But I don't listen to compliments. 
I don't want anyone to know I'm damaged ... 
But I want someone to notice more than anything. 
Even though I often want to be alone ... 
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I'm scared to make a change for us, for the better, sometimes I wish I could just go back in time & not let myself become what I am today. 
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			
		
		
		
		
		
						
          
              
          
				
				
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Time has run out, for me, 
Everything's distant 
And I don't know what to believe 
It's so hard, 
Lost in the world's confusion 
And I need to leave 
For awhile, life is so meaningless 
There is nothing worth a smile 
So goodbye, I'll miss you... 
And I'm sorry, 
But I've waited too long, 
So here's my goodbye, 
No one will cry over me, 
I'm not worth any tears... </3 
  
I'm gonna kill myself soon... I'm so stupid...
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I wish these things were simple! 
Im stressing about school now am worrying like crazy! 
I have no idea what to do!
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I might cut tonight and I really don't care if I do or don't.  I just need to. 
 
I feel fat.  I shouldn't have eaten all of that junk today.  Next month will be 6 months purge free and I feel the need to go do it right now more than anything. 
 
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I wish I was in the hospital for something and her mom would let her come stay with me till I got out...
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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i broke my dads heart and moved out  
because my mother lied, twisted his words and made me believe he didnt want me around anymore. 
my secret is that i know for the exact reasons she had made up about dad, was the reason i was living with my dad in the first place. 
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Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know 
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go 
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon 
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon... 
  
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-The thought of never looking into his eyes again scares the shit out of me. What am I going to do if that day comes? 
  
-I'm not happy with my life right now. Sometimes I wish I could move thousands of miles away and start over. Be the person I am on the inside. Because there's a different person there that nobody sees but me.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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This part's not a secret...  
It hurts me so much to read these replies, because I just realized that there are so many teens who are depressed and so unhappy.  I feel terrible because I want to help but I don't know how.  Even in my school of 300 there are many people who aren't happy.  I used to be suicidal.  I overdosed many times, and I'm still working on self harm...  I want to help so much...  Please  PM me if any of you need someone to talk to! 
  
Here's the secret part...   
I want to repair the great friendship I had with my teacher.  My teacher wants this too, but my mom and dad hate him now...
 One time I was bored so I went outside and crapped in my backyard. We had a dog and I wanted to see if anyone noticed the difference.
I really don't like my violin teacher.  She's ancient! 
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I'm such a screw up in life... I'll never be happy...ever... or so it seems... 
  
  
  
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When I ask you to let me go I want you to hold on tighter 
When I tell my mom "I love you too." I NEVER really mean it 
I'm afraid of love... 
..but I know what it is... and I know that's what I feel for you. 
I can't stop crying... 
.. and I'm not sure I want to. 
It is the HARDEST thing in the world for me to express how I feel in a healthy way. 
I cut again.. and I think it needs stitches. 
I've thought since I was 9 that I'm going to die b4 i'm 17. 
I want to be happy... 
.. but I've never known how, and I don't think I'll ever learn. 
I wish I was as strong as you think I can be. 
I wish I was able to just tell the truth... 
Sometimes I just want to be alone, but in your arms at the same time, and it's such a complicated feeling. 
I want someone to want me even if I don't them... and it makes me feel so selfish.\ 
I love you... 
.. no matter how much i try to hate you. 
There's things I need that I'm too afraid to ask for.  
I have so many regrets... *sigh* 
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when people ask me how i am and i say "great", i'm lying.  
  
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I wish I was a volcano and when I erupted I hit the two of you... 
  
I wish I wasn't so suicidal. 
  
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