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July 25th 2012, 07:55 AM
I want to binge and purge and cut and starve. I don't want to get better. I'm hurting too much.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 26th 2012, 12:21 PM
I hate the life I am currently living.
something burning?
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July 26th 2012, 01:04 PM
where to begin ...
I can't drink soda thats NOT diet without wanting to die.
Scratch that, i can't drink soda at all without wanting to die
My calorie count is obsessive, every bite counts.
i've tried to kill myself before.
i've lied. I've hurt. I've put everyone around me through so much.
i honestly believe i am the most worthless, fat, disgusting human being on the planet.
I've been self-harming for.. 4? 5 years now? i can't even remember.
my whole life has flashed before my eyes countless times.
My sock drawer has razors in it..
My scars actaully say something.
I've done almost everything on my bucket list.
my life isn't bad. I have friends... family... a roof over my head. clothes to wear. food to be (avoiding) eating. clean water. But i still can't sit with myself. i hate myself.
on the up side:
I've been number 1 at my gym. if i'm not 1, i'm 2.
i've taught at least 50 different kids how to do a cartwheel.
one time when i was 7, i got so nervous for a meet that i cried the whole time.
i've over-rotated into a higher level skill, and gotten points taken off.
I've tried to fly, and i've succeeded.
I wanna fly. So I do gymnastics instead.
I'll just keep holding on to what i believe and oh I believe in you. Give me the strength for the fight and the heart to believe cause I've got to believe in you. I feel so alive.
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July 28th 2012, 03:49 AM
i cant sleep anymore....
i wish i was dead because i've never been good enough and i never will be
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July 28th 2012, 07:03 AM
I know more then I should.
I don't want to sleep, but at the same time I do.
My nightmares are making me insane.
I like starving myself because i think clearly when I'm hungry
I'm insane.
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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July 28th 2012, 07:23 AM
Im in love with a boy who lives 1000 miles away and he has a girlfriend. but yet talking to him, seeing him, hearing his voice just makes me feel complete. i feel like im too young to be in love. i dont hate my mom but i wish she would stop treating me like a child. i have never kissed anyone before and i dream about kissing him all the time. i hate my body, i hate my nose and just my whole entire face, i want to be beautiful with a beautiful body. sometimes he really does make me feel beautiful but only sometimes. i want to be with him badly i want my happily ever after. i feel like its my turn to be loved and chased after not me chasing them.
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July 28th 2012, 09:02 AM
Almost every new opportunity that becomes legal once you turn 18 and 21 I've already experienced.
Makes life feel more empty now, like I don't have much to look forward to.
And here you are living, despite it all.
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July 29th 2012, 08:55 PM
I believe my mother hates me. 
something burning?
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Linguistics geek
I can't get enough
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July 29th 2012, 08:57 PM
I want to disappear.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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August 1st 2012, 11:55 PM
I don't want to die-I'm scared to, but it's becoming a struggle to keep living
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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August 2nd 2012, 05:37 AM
If I could just wither away, I would. This way is just a bit harder.
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August 2nd 2012, 08:31 AM
I hate eating.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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I'm back! (sorta)
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August 2nd 2012, 10:04 AM
I like having a job but hate work.
Feel free to leave me a VM anytime, I don't bite. :3
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I can't get enough
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August 8th 2012, 02:30 AM
I just want to cut then i will be happy
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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August 9th 2012, 05:34 AM
It's there but it's not there.
But, I think I really wish it was there. Fully there.
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of course she's screwed
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August 9th 2012, 06:15 AM
I feel so hungry right now. It isn't fair. I just want to tear my stomach out and tell it to buzz off.
I'm obsessing over a past relationship that only hurt me. And it hurt me deeply. After all he's done, I still want to sleep with him. And I'm engaged to be married to another man whom I love more than I love myself. I feel like such an ungrateful, adulterous, despicable whore.
I need a drink. I need one badly. Who cares about an entire month of sobriety down the drain? Before that it was six.
Everyone tells me their problems, but no one has the courtesy to listen to mine.
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August 9th 2012, 06:25 AM
Samm I really don't need to know everything about your life. You really don't get why I've been avoiding you for the last couple of weeks do you? Because your irritating the heck out of me. I really don't care about what your dad said this morning  like really? Blehhh
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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Linguistics geek
I can't get enough
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August 9th 2012, 07:40 AM
I like the fact that I'm losing weight again.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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August 12th 2012, 02:28 AM
I'm considering going out with a guy that i just met. I dont really like him but he is so sweet. Even though im in love with my best friend. My best friend doesn't like me as more than a friend.
Used to be Misslostintears
If you ever want to talk or something, i am always here.
I've been around for a while now.
If someone tells you that something you love is wrong,
THEY ARE WRONG
IF someone tries to destroy your dreams,
SHOW THEM THAT WHAT THEY DO IS NOT GOING TO STOP YOU
YOU ARE YOUR OWN BOSS,
IT'S YOUR LIFE,
LIVE IT YOUR WAY!
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August 12th 2012, 04:36 PM
I'm not really sure what I feel anymore.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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August 14th 2012, 07:49 AM
I feel triggered every day of my life.
I have a knife under my pillow, and no real desire to move it, other than to use it on myself. 
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Why Hussie? Why?
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August 14th 2012, 07:52 AM
I want to sneak benodryl so I can sleep again.
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You can handle anything
I've been here a while
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August 14th 2012, 08:40 PM
I watch porn. *Shrugs*
Take as long as you need.
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August 14th 2012, 08:55 PM
I was happy when you saw me today and said I was too skinny. You also said I looked like I got skinnier. That made me happy.
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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August 14th 2012, 10:40 PM
If I could I would get high every night. Heck, I'm going to try to.
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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August 14th 2012, 11:40 PM
I'm not okay. Things are getting worse again and I hurt so much.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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August 16th 2012, 11:03 AM
I just want to drink.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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trying to be strong
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August 16th 2012, 04:46 PM
im going to die tonight
There is always someone who cares about you. It may not seem like it but there is. I can promise you that much.
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August 16th 2012, 04:53 PM
My eating has been getting less and less again, I'm losing weight and I like it, it's not anorexia again (yet) but it could be heading that way, and honestly I don't really care.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
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August 20th 2012, 04:18 AM
I really wanna relapse, I don't really care if people were mad either.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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August 20th 2012, 05:26 AM
I don't care about stopping anymore . . . I don't care who would be disappointed - they don't care about me anyway, I don't care that it's gotten to the point where I could die, I don't care!!!!!!!!!
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August 20th 2012, 06:24 AM
My back hurts worse then ever but I'm lying to play sports..
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I need you now.
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August 20th 2012, 06:43 AM
I'm about to go purge goodbye food
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August 24th 2012, 08:50 PM
The thoughts are finally coming back. This time, I don't know if I'm going to tell anyone.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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I've been here a while
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August 25th 2012, 12:13 AM
i'm not as innocent as you think. inside, i'm an animal waiting to be released. 
When you can't find your way home, and when life gets too hard to face on your own. I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown, I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
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Hi :D
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August 25th 2012, 02:27 AM
I put up a front that I'm happy, that I'm okay, that I'm a female, that I'll manage, that I don't want to self harm anymore. But none of that is true. I've just self harmed again and honestly it felt so good. I want to do it some more... I wonder what would happen if I didn't eat at all tomorrow... Would I get low or?
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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I can't get enough
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August 27th 2012, 12:51 AM
I'm really scared about tomorrow...
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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August 27th 2012, 03:21 AM
Im a bad, bad, bad person. I should be in all the pain that's possible. My head hurts...I think I may have punched it too hard. I'm kinda actin weird right now
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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August 27th 2012, 03:56 AM
I believe I may have accidentally, unintentionally, attempted.. and obviously failed, so it's okay, right?
I can't sleep without pills or alcohol, or the other thing that isn't even an option.
I've been/am in the process of being severely traumatized and will absolutely never fit into the society of Earth again. I never have to begin with, but soon the notion of it won't even be available. Please, NASA, find life on Mars so I can have a bit of hope of belonging somewhere.
-Let the Music Play- "There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
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August 28th 2012, 02:29 AM
i think im just gonna cave tonight.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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