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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
November 25th 2014, 10:24 PM
I can't accept that it's really over, especially considering the way they did it and the way you always told me you would handle it are COMPLETELY different. I want this to be a nightmare that I'll wake up from and I want you to make it all okay, like you always told me you would. I just want to go back, I can't imagine never setting foot there again
I'm fighting so that my side of the story can be heard, I don't expect to win, but I can then rest knowing not only that I did everything I could to save my dream, but that SOMEONE finally listened to me. You are not blameless here and I doubt you'll ever take responsibility for your part like you expect me to take for mine. I will accept mine, but I won't accept yours. You can't expect me to and then call ME immature.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; November 26th 2014 at 08:16 PM.
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November 26th 2014, 02:38 AM
- Sometimes I do wish you liked talking more throughout the day. I miss you, but I don't feel comfortable texting you. I don't want to be a bother.
- You were very quiet today. Hope everything's okay.
- You know, I don't know what it is about your friend that makes you so irritable, but when she's around you're really a b__ to me. I don't appreciate it.
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November 27th 2014, 07:59 AM
I think you ruined it for me.
"Ignore the ramblings of the ignorant, and step on or over their crumpled bodies as you make your way to the top of the mountain. Eat upon their flesh for fuel, and, through your determination and will, banish them to obscurity and a life of complacency and self righteousness that is the hell in which they live"
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November 27th 2014, 08:12 AM
I wish you understood me. You are supposed to. You are supposed to be there for and help me. But no. You don't get me or anything about me. I wish you did though.
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November 27th 2014, 07:00 PM
It's hard to be thankful when your whole world collapsed a week ago and the people who did it aren't even following their own procedures.
I want nothing more than to talk to you, if only because I want to believe that you can make it all okay. I want to come back, be treated with the respect I deserve, and graduate with the degree that I (more than) EARNED
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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November 28th 2014, 09:11 PM
I miss you so much today that I want to cry. I miss you so much. I want so much for you to be here with me and not in fucking Chicago. And I'm so unbelievably happy that you got to get home and see your family for your Thanksgiving holiday, but I just want you here where we have no holidays and just stress and the only thing that would make me happy right now would be to be in your arms.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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November 29th 2014, 12:38 PM
If we talked right now we'd have such a great time talking non-stop about nothing and it would be incredibly amazing. I kind of doubt it will but I hope my good mood stays for the next 24 hours at least.
You know how much I hate chit chatting and small talk... then again, being with you at all is always an enchanting experience. I don't want to wait. Ugh.
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November 30th 2014, 05:52 AM
-- I have to do this, at least for closure, I'm sorry you don't understand that. You have NO IDEA what it's like to have this happen. You changed your mind about your career. My childhood dream was TAKEN from me 5 feet from the finish line.
-- That was the one thing I was afraid I couldn't argue against, but I might have something that will work. I don't want to damage my relationship with ANY of you, but we were both responsible here. I don't expect to be taken back, but I want a chance to get this off my reputation if it didn't happen or wasn't worth ending my career over
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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December 2nd 2014, 03:37 AM
- You made me almost cry, with how hard you were trying. Thank you for everything you do. I know I don't always agree, and I'm not always as grateful as I should be, but it doesn't go unnoticed. I hope that some day I do have the courage to say this to your face.
- Last night for the first time in seven months I really wanted you there. I'm beginning to think that it's going to take me a long time to come down from this.
- I know it's too late to tell you now, but what I really needed last night was for you to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be alright.
-Sometimes I freeze and I am not capable of advocating for myself like you want me to. In that moment I need you to assume control. I need you to tell me what course of action to take. You're smarter than me, you have more experience than me, and I trust your judgment. So please, next time take the wheel. Don't leave me to flounder about saying "I don't know" over and over. It frustrates me and you both.
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December 3rd 2014, 04:25 PM
You know who is going to search for that on Google, barring a red flag from the NSA/Google??? Pedophiles. And they're sure as hell gonna be disappointed when they don't find kiddy porn.
I ain't having nothing to do with disappointed pedophiles.
Oh and the non-porny facial gave me rashes all over my face. The look on the face of the UK Customs lady when we landed in London a few days later.
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December 3rd 2014, 07:58 PM
-- I know I probably did it wrong, but I'm going based on what you told me. PLEASE give me a chance to be heard or at least tell me if you're not going to consider it. And please tell me you're better at communicating than they are because if not, I won't hear anything for a YEAR. At which point it will be too late.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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December 4th 2014, 03:54 AM
-It puts a lot of pressure on me when people ask me for Christmas lists, and the fact that you keep pushing me about it is starting to upset me. Really, just get me a present you feel I would like. By now you have a good idea of my taste in things.
- I don't always want to feel obligated to say "I love you" back.
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December 4th 2014, 09:11 AM
-It made me feel sad that you were acting cute and childlike and playful in class yesterday and people would just see it as you being lovable and not lose any respect for you... if I was doing those things they'd just see me as more of a child. :/
-'Really?? There are people in the class younger than YOU??' Yes there are four actually.... I'm not as much of a baby as I appear....
-I'm so SICK of living here. So SICK of it. I know I've been saying it for ten years, and it's no one's fault Dublin rent is ridiculously expensive, but I cannot wait to leave this fucking house.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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December 5th 2014, 12:44 AM
Talking to you was sooo good, so unbelievably good, and I've no idea how my feelings manage to stay so strong while you're all the way in the state of fucking Illinois but every time I talk to you it's like they get stronger, and talking to you there was almost, not quite but almost like you were physically close to me and I loved it and I loved hearing your voice and the things you said. Why do we have to be so far away from each other..
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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December 5th 2014, 01:42 AM
-- I would tell you that you ruined my life, my confidence, my sanity, and my reputation, but you would just blame it all on me. I'm not perfect, I screwed up so bad I can't even articulate it. I have to take responsibility and have consequences for that, but you're not perfect either. I will pay for my mistakes, I will not pay for yours..
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; December 6th 2014 at 12:25 AM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 5th 2014, 11:01 PM
I know you are still spying on me so you will see this.
I still love you so much it hurts. and you know what?
Id still rather die alone then be with you again. you invade all my thoughts, all my dreams and especially my nightmare. and i'd still die alone before being with you again after this.
I devoted my life to you and you threw it down the drain. o well your loss. I will move on in time and in that time you will learn you could never mean as much to anyone as you did to me.
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December 5th 2014, 11:25 PM
-I'm sorry I'm pathetic, and that I'm not good enough for you...
-At times like these, I wish you were around. I should of... done more to help you but I didn't do enough. You died because things were too hard.
-I hope you're okay, I'm sure you are... you got to be. You may not know it, but I'm counting on you to be okay so you can proceed to have the life you wanted.
-You helped me alot, I wish I could repay you back somehow. I got to, one day... but I don't even know if I can help you more than I can later on in life. Hell, I'll be dead seeing as life placed an undying curse on me.
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December 6th 2014, 10:41 AM
- I'm embarrassed that I was blatantly flirting with you last night... I was gagging for the shift and I know things didn't work out between us (well, to be frank, only because you literally stopped texting back after we'd met up a few times and I never knew what I did) but I would have kissed you, no question. I really hope you were as drunk as me. And although I'm embarrassed, you did stay TWICE when I persuaded you and got another drink.... HAH.
-Oh Lord above I say some filthy things when I am drunk and horny. Agh. Although if you weren't 4000 miles away last night, the things I would have done to you..
-To all of you, seeing you guys made me so happy. I miss you every day. <3
-It's funny the difference in work when you're not around...the difference in ME. I don't feel like I'm having a constant panic attack and on the verge of tears and feeling awful and stupid and useless. I relax and I enjoy myself and I work better because of it. Fuck you. I'm so happy I'm not there today
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 6th 2014, 11:38 AM
You're really a despicable man, what the fuck is wrong with ya like. You wanted to fire all of us for having a glass of wine on New Year's Eve? Honestly...? The fallout you created in my life in March was pretty nasty and you don't even know my name, I bet. I hope that the things I went through in March and the awful way I felt is nothing compared to what karma has in store for you one of these days. You're a useless, insignificant little prick and one day everyone is going to realise how nasty your existence is.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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December 6th 2014, 12:58 PM
Funny how i was the one being Warner about abandoning and screwing things up.
Yes. Get mad and run away. Because one greeting destroyed the world but my weeks of pursuit proved to be senseless. And no. I dont care about your explainations. I want a proof.
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December 6th 2014, 06:18 PM
Person #1 You're on my mind all the time. Every day. All. The. Time. And I have no idea why. Anything I do, You're sitting on my shoulder. ...I wish we were family. I'll end it there.
Person #2 okay, firstly, you told me when we moved in that we eat too much and not to eat certain foods because they are off limits. Well those are the certain foods that are mandatory for me to eat. So I go to the store and buy some with money I don't have. I come in the kitchen and what do I see? You eating my food. Seriously. Bro. Ain't nobody got time for that. What the fuck. That's one thing that makes my blood boil. When you tell me one thing and then turn around and do the exact opposite. Not okay. Seriously. I'm just going to turn around and walk away right now before I say anything further that i'll regret.
"If I could just unzip my skin, step out of this body, then I would see who I really am.” -Wintergirls