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Forum: Self Harm October 2nd 2016, 07:08 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Thirty-five days
Forum: Good Days! February 19th 2015, 01:51 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My girlfriend is moving to my city on Friday! No more will we be long-distance!
Forum: Self Harm November 29th 2014, 06:43 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

I hit my year-and-a-half mark on Thursday! Today, I'm 18 months and 2 days clean.
Forum: Self Harm November 20th 2014, 05:47 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

In exactly a week, I'll have a year and a half clean!
Forum: Fashion and Style November 15th 2014, 06:05 AM
Replies: 351
Views: 17,255
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What colour nail polish are you wearing? :)

Light purple
Forum: Self Harm November 15th 2014, 06:03 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

17 months, 2 weeks, and 4 days.
I'm getting close to a year and a half!
Forum: Good Days! October 17th 2014, 04:44 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My room is so damn clean and organized and it feels great. And if all goes well, I get to adopt my rabbit tomorrow! (If not, it'll be this weekend, which is also fab.) I'M GETTING A BUNNY!!!
Forum: Games and Things October 17th 2014, 04:42 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I don't want to be pushy, but I'm afraid if I don't put extra effort into it, our friendship won't work out. It would just be nice if you contacted me first occasionally, so I don't feel like I'm...
Forum: Good Days! October 12th 2014, 05:36 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

I got a good start cleaning my room. Got rid of my pillow chair, so now I have a bunch of space in the corner!
Forum: Self Harm October 10th 2014, 08:16 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

500 days!!!!
Forum: Games and Things October 7th 2014, 10:10 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I wouldn't have wanted you to stay out of some percieved obligation or pity......but this was the worst timing in the fucking world. I waited for you all summer and you break up with me 2 weeks after...
Forum: Why Me? October 7th 2014, 03:22 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My girlfriend broke up with me. And that relationship was the one good thing in my currently shitty life. Seriously, everything bad has been happening to me these past couple of months.
Forum: Why Me? October 6th 2014, 05:50 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

Gah, I'm overthinking and worrying like crazy. Over one little text that might mean nothing. It could have been a weird choice of words or it could have been really serious and I won't know which...
Forum: Games and Things October 5th 2014, 06:46 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

My feelings are out of whack, and I don't know how to love anymore. I don't know what's happening and I'm afraid my feelings for you are fading. I don't know if that's because I was only ever in love...
Forum: Depression and Suicide October 4th 2014, 09:31 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,878
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Broke up with GF w/ depression, she can't get over it, and other stuff.

It sounds to me like your ex isn't willing to take no for an answer. You may be officially broken up, but your ex is still using you to fill the "boyfriend" role in her life. That is unhealthy for...
Forum: Fashion and Style October 4th 2014, 09:07 PM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,802
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What are you wearing?

A white dress with pink cherry blossoms
Forum: Good Days! October 2nd 2014, 08:02 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm knitting super adorable owl socks!
Forum: Rape and Abuse October 2nd 2014, 08:00 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 8,599
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Is Blackout Drunk Sex Rape?

If those guys did indeed take advantage of you while you were blackout drunk, IT IS RAPE. You were too impaired to give consent.

I'm very sorry about what happened to you, and not knowing must be...
Forum: Good Days! September 29th 2014, 08:41 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

I started knitting again and I'm finishing up a work in progress! (Making the second glove of a long-neglected knitting project.)
Forum: Why Me? September 28th 2014, 08:55 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I've been working super hard in recovery for a year-and-a-half, and things are still bad. At this point, it's hard to hold on to hope, because no matter what I do, my illnesses are always stronger.
Forum: Good Days! September 27th 2014, 01:27 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

I had therapy and a doctors appointment today. Not super fun, but both were helpful and I feel like I have good support to deal with my new anxiety issues.
Forum: Friends and Family September 27th 2014, 01:22 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,735
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Opening up to my parents.

That's a weird reaction for your mom to have. (Perhaps it was something she didn't want to deal with, so she just shut it out.) But I'm really glad your dad was receptive! I hope things go well for...
Forum: Games and Things September 26th 2014, 05:31 AM
Replies: 442
Views: 15,605
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What are you thinking?

Wow, I really fucked up. I'm afraid I'm getting bad again...
I'm afraid I'll become too much to handle and my girlfriend won't stick around...
Forum: Self Harm September 24th 2014, 06:13 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,021
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm infection?

Another possible symptom: if the scab is a yellowish color. I think you should definitely go to the doctor if it doesn't clear up, and in the mean time putting neosporin on it is probably a good idea.
Forum: Why Me? September 24th 2014, 06:10 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

Depression and anxiety are bad right now, and I keep being too faint to properly dance in classes. I can't spin or drop or move my head too much, so I do what I can within those boundaries. It's just...
Forum: Good Days! September 22nd 2014, 09:48 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

HOLY SHIT MY GIRLFRIEND COMES BACK TOMORROW! I GET TO SEE HER IN 24 HOURS!
(Then I can stop posting about it every single day :bleh:)
Forum: Fashion and Style September 22nd 2014, 03:52 AM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,802
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What are you wearing?

A black dress with bright-colored flowers. It has really flattering princess seams and POCKETS!
Forum: Relationships and Dating September 21st 2014, 08:42 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,217
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: boyfriend

I'm in recovery from depression, but I've been having issues with anxiety recently. I've also been dating my girlfriend for 3 1/2 months, so I understand the insecurity and fear that she'll leave me...
Forum: Birthdays! September 21st 2014, 08:29 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 2,789
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: 23rd Birthday today

Happy birthday! Congrats on getting through the year!
Forum: Good Days! September 21st 2014, 08:29 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

2 days till my girlfriend comes back!!!!!
Forum: Fashion and Style September 21st 2014, 05:06 AM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,802
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What are you wearing?

A black dress with white polka dots and lace on the top. I've been feeling so damn cute today!
Forum: Good Days! September 21st 2014, 03:00 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My gf got a super rad haircut and I can't wait to see it (and more importantly see HER)! Also, I got a really cute bra today. (Probably going to go back and get the matching undies.)
Forum: Good Days! September 20th 2014, 04:47 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My girlfriend comes back on Tuesday!!!!!! I'm super excited because I haven't seen her in almost 2 months.
Forum: Good Days! September 17th 2014, 09:12 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

I reorganized my dresser and got rid of clothes! (It was actually fun because I was snapchatting my gf while I was trying on a bunch of clothing.) I also got through dance class without feeling too...
Forum: Fashion and Style September 17th 2014, 09:10 AM
Replies: 351
Views: 17,255
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What colour nail polish are you wearing? :)

My nails are a really pretty shade of light green
Forum: Tattoos and Piercings September 17th 2014, 09:06 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 2,769
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I got a tattoo!

Wow, that turned out super well! I love it!
Forum: Good Days! September 17th 2014, 09:04 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I just found out that my girlfriend will have her own room in her new apartment! (As opposed to last year when she lived in the dorms with a roommate.) So we will have privacy and I'll probably be...
Forum: Self Harm September 17th 2014, 09:02 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

15 months and 3 weeks
Forum: Games and Things September 16th 2014, 07:09 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I am so freaking excited for you to come back, because you're the best thing in my life right now. But it's still early in the relationship, and I don't want to be overbearing and scare you off. I'm...
Forum: Good Days! September 16th 2014, 06:59 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

The henna worked! My hair is a really pretty auburn/chestnut color and I love it! :D
Forum: Goals and Ambitions September 15th 2014, 11:03 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,464
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Goal of the day!

-Henna my hair
-Make rugs to sell at an upcoming craft fair
-Fill out a volunteer application for the awesome thrift store/cat rescue place in my neighborhood
-Get an appointment for a haircut...
Forum: Good Days! September 15th 2014, 10:59 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm henna-ing my hair again (for the third time in four days) because my hair is very slow at absorbing the dye. But it looked red in the sunlight yesterday, so I think I should see some significant...
Forum: Self Harm September 13th 2014, 08:45 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

472 days, I believe
Forum: Why Me? September 13th 2014, 08:42 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

The henna barely did anything to my hair, so I'm trying again today. I'm leaving it on much longer this time, but unfortunately that means I'm stuck with goopy hair in a showercap all day! Bleh :/...
Forum: Relationships and Dating September 13th 2014, 08:39 PM
Replies: 163
Views: 12,086
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: My girlfriend self harms

I don't have a lot of time to respond to everything you said here. But there is one thing that bugged me and I feel like I have to say something. Anti-depressants are NOT personality changers. Yes,...
Forum: Why Me? September 13th 2014, 05:55 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

The henna didn't really work. My hair's a shade darker, but no purple. :( (Gonna try again tomorrow though, since it can take several dyings for henna to build up.)
Forum: Fashion and Style September 12th 2014, 09:37 PM
Replies: 351
Views: 17,255
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What colour nail polish are you wearing? :)

Gold! But I should really repaint them because they're super chipped.
Forum: Good Days! September 12th 2014, 09:33 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I got my license yesterday, so I'm going to DRIVE MYSELF to therapy. Then I'm planning to henna my hair when I get back home!
Forum: Why Me? September 10th 2014, 08:45 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

AUUUUGHHH, CRAMPS!
Forum: Self Harm September 10th 2014, 07:41 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Fifteen-and-a-half months! :haha2:
Forum: Self Harm September 9th 2014, 05:04 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

When I was really triggered earlier, I talked to my dad. A bit later I talked to my girlfriend and she was really supportive. I drew a butterfly for her. :)
Forum: Good Days! September 9th 2014, 12:49 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I look really hot today :bleh:
https://38.media.tumblr.com/0d489c9671186c61e9f30b2b0b93ee25/tumblr_nbltwopFb31r8w34jo2_250.jpg
Also I'm going to get hair henna in a bit, and I'm planning to dye my...
Forum: Relationships and Dating September 7th 2014, 04:20 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,619
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Borderline Girlfriend?

As a random stranger on the internet, I obviously can't diagnose your girlfriend. But it sounds to me like she is borderline. All the things you described fit with BPD, and I've had a close friend...
Forum: Self Harm September 7th 2014, 02:25 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Over 15 months :)
You can do it, guys!
Forum: Self Harm February 17th 2014, 08:18 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

266 days! (I finally broke my personal record a few days ago :D)
Forum: Self Harm January 28th 2014, 03:39 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

8 months today!
Forum: Good Days! January 23rd 2014, 10:56 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I got tired of the fact that I've never had a girlfriend, so I signed up for online dating. And I just started talking to this girl who seems like a good match. (Even though so far we've just been...
Forum: Self Harm January 23rd 2014, 10:49 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

241 days!!
Forum: Self Harm January 22nd 2014, 11:10 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I got a kitten to celebrate 6 months self-harm free, and he's the perfect therapy cat. Snuggling with him always calms me down when I'm having urges.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2014, 11:01 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,938
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How do I know if I have depression?

We can't diagnose you over the internet, and self-diagnosis isn't always a good idea.

Since you're asking for help here, I can assume that things are serious, in which case I urge you to tell...
Forum: Self Harm January 22nd 2014, 10:55 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

240 days :D
Forum: Self Harm December 13th 2013, 10:57 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

200 days! :happydance:
Forum: Self Harm December 13th 2013, 10:55 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,133
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Should I tell a teacher about self harm

I think you should definitely tell a teacher. Most of them are pretty well-equipped to talk about these sorts of things.

Dez pretty much said everything in her post, but I just want to add this:...
Forum: Self Harm December 13th 2013, 10:49 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,076
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free :D

Congratulations, 6 months is amazing!
Forum: Self Harm December 11th 2013, 11:47 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

198 days!!
Forum: Good Days! December 10th 2013, 09:48 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My kitten is adorable as ever and the other cats are starting to warm up to him.
Forum: Self Harm December 10th 2013, 09:42 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

197 days. I'm almost at 200!
Forum: Good Days! November 28th 2013, 06:00 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I saw the movie Frozen today and it was SOOOOOOO GOOD. (Also the main character's name is Elsa so that was pretty cool for me.)
Forum: Self Harm November 28th 2013, 05:54 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

6 months as of today! :cheer:
Forum: Games and Things November 25th 2013, 11:22 PM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,052
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer
(surprise surprise, considering my username XD)
Forum: Friends and Family November 25th 2013, 09:38 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,640
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Even my parents abandoned me

Definitely talk to the school counselor. Counselors are trained to help with situations like this, and she will take you seriously rather than brushing it off like your parents did. Actually, one of...
Forum: Self Harm November 25th 2013, 09:12 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

182 days!!
Forum: Good Days! November 25th 2013, 09:05 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I get to see the Doctor Who 50th anniversary special today!
Forum: Chit-Chat November 25th 2013, 08:57 PM
Replies: 390
Views: 70,304
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Change of username

Bubbles37 --> Puppy-Sized Elephant --> ElsatheDepressionSlayer

(I wish I could have put spaces in it, but that made it 26 characters, which is too long. *grumbles* )
Forum: Self Harm November 25th 2013, 05:02 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

181 days. In three more days I'll be at 6 months!
Forum: Self Harm September 28th 2013, 03:32 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Four months! :D
Forum: Self Harm September 3rd 2013, 07:49 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

99 days. Last day in the double-digits!
Forum: Depression and Suicide September 3rd 2013, 07:46 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 4,633
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Does school make your depression worse?

School is what triggered my depression in the first place, and it made things way worse. At my school, there was so much pressure to excel and do everything perfectly. I was stressed all the time,...
Forum: Self Harm August 31st 2013, 05:13 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

95 days. The urges are pretty bad today, though. :/
Forum: Good Days! August 27th 2013, 11:47 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My ex-friend messaged me and told me she was in treatment for her ED, and she was actually trying to eat. She's been resisting treatment for over a year now, and this is the first tiny step she's...
Forum: Depression and Suicide August 27th 2013, 11:43 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,153
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Depression medication

As I understand it, there are three main classes of antidepressants: SSRI's, SNRI's, and tricyclic antidepressants. If you want more of the technical information, you can read the wikipedia article...
Forum: Self Harm August 27th 2013, 11:06 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Three months as of today!:cheer:
Forum: Why Me? August 27th 2013, 03:49 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

It's been a bad couple of days for depression. Ugh, I hate regressing.
Forum: Why Me? August 27th 2013, 03:47 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,215
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Screaming thread.

It's not always about you, and I'm not the one who shouldn't be so mean. Do you recall how freaking abusive you were? That letter wasn't even about you. It was a letter to my self harm. When I talked...
Forum: Self Harm August 27th 2013, 03:44 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

You can do this, guys!

91 days for me. :)
Forum: Self Harm August 25th 2013, 11:09 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Ninety days. :)
Forum: Why Me? August 25th 2013, 11:07 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I said goodbye to her 2 1/2 months ago, and I got closure. Yet I'm still on her blog and I can't seem to let that go. I don't want her in my life but I can't stop thinking about her. I don't miss our...
Forum: Good Days! August 10th 2013, 07:43 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

There are so many birthday parties this week! My friends threw me a surprise party on Wednesday, and I'm going to parties today and tomorrow. Yay for friends being born in August!
Forum: Self Harm August 10th 2013, 07:39 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 8,543
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Covering up fresh self harm

That sounds tricky. There's an article about cover up tips for self harm here (http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f78-self-harm/t252-%5Bcover-up-tips%5D/). I hope it helps.
Forum: Self Harm August 10th 2013, 07:37 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Seventy five days. Woop woop!
Forum: Good Days! August 6th 2013, 03:28 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

I went for a bike ride and did some shopping.
Forum: Self Harm August 3rd 2013, 03:45 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Sixty-seven days
Forum: Good Days! August 3rd 2013, 03:41 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I went to an LGBTQ youth group today and it was really fun!
Forum: Self Harm August 1st 2013, 09:03 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

This is day 66.
Forum: Self Harm July 31st 2013, 06:58 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I've been doing a lot of crafts lately.
Forum: Self Harm July 31st 2013, 06:53 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

65 days!!!
Forum: Self Harm July 28th 2013, 05:51 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Two months as of today! :happydance:
Forum: Self Harm July 28th 2013, 05:48 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,379
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Quitting self harm

Good luck, and I know you're strong enough to do this.
Forum: Good Days! July 25th 2013, 06:33 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

The box set of Buffy Season 5 came in the mail today!
Forum: Why Me? July 25th 2013, 06:21 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My family came home and my mom was yelling at everyone and that always makes me feel likes shit.
Forum: Self Harm July 25th 2013, 06:05 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Fifty-eight days
Forum: Self Harm July 23rd 2013, 03:32 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

8 weeks ^.^
Forum: Why Me? July 23rd 2013, 03:21 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My ex-friend is guilting the hell out of me.
Forum: Games and Things July 21st 2013, 09:30 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

You verbally abused me, then blamed me for your pain. I hate that a part of me takes that blame. You're the one who cut yourself. It was your decision, and I didn't make you do it. Part of me is...
Forum: Self Harm July 21st 2013, 09:20 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Aww crap, I was miscounting (a day ahead of myself). Today is actually day 55. Blargh, now I don't feel like I accomplished anything today.
Forum: Self Harm July 20th 2013, 09:19 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Fifty-five days. :)
Forum: Self Harm July 19th 2013, 09:18 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

This is day 54!
Forum: Good Days! July 19th 2013, 09:16 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm going hiking with my friends later today.
Forum: Self Harm July 19th 2013, 09:15 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I wrote a letter to my future self last night. I'm going to open it in a year. It was actually a really interesting thing to do.
Forum: Depression and Suicide July 17th 2013, 04:29 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,649
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: why dose depression always take me near night time?

My depression often gets worse during the night too. Like the above posters said, it helps to put things in place to help comfort and/or distract you during the times that your depression is...
Forum: Self Harm July 17th 2013, 04:18 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

50 days! This feels like a big landmark. :D
Forum: Good Days! July 17th 2013, 04:05 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

Dance class was strenuous but fun, and the person I don't want to see wasn't there!
Forum: Why Me? July 12th 2013, 12:21 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My depression is especially bad today for no apparent reason. Plus, I accidentally cut myself with a carving knife yesterday, and the scrape is really triggering me.
Forum: Good Days! July 8th 2013, 07:47 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I had a potluck with my friends yesterday (and we blew up fireworks left over from the 4th of July :p). And today gets to be a lazy day!
Forum: Self Harm July 8th 2013, 07:45 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

42 (the meaning of life, the universe, and everything) days. XD
Forum: Self Harm July 6th 2013, 08:30 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

This is day 40.
Forum: Self Harm June 28th 2013, 01:47 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

I made it to a month! :cheer:
Forum: Why Me? June 26th 2013, 06:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I didn't do anything to my foot, but it decided to start hurting yesterday. It wasn't too bad, but I iced it anyways. I woke up today and I can't walk without sharp pain. My foot isn't even swollen...
Forum: Games and Things June 26th 2013, 06:00 PM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,052
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Forum: Self Harm June 25th 2013, 08:56 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

This is day 29. :)
Forum: Self Harm June 24th 2013, 11:20 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I was so pissed at my "friend" last night, but instead of cutting I went for a long walk and listened to angry music. I didn't want to give her the satisfaction of hurting me.
Forum: Self Harm June 24th 2013, 11:17 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Four weeks! :happydance:
Forum: General Health June 23rd 2013, 08:04 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,795
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Doctor's Appointment.

I think your doctor would most likely write you a note. You should definitely ask him, because mental illness is just as legitimate a reason to miss work as physical illness.
Forum: Why Me? June 23rd 2013, 07:52 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My friend keeps making passive aggressive posts about me on tumblr. I'm so close to cutting off our friendship because she's being a fucking bitch to me. She's become her eating disorder, and I can't...
Forum: Books and Literature June 22nd 2013, 05:16 AM
Replies: 2,009
Views: 96,752
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What I'm reading now.

I'm reading Fallout by Ellen Hopkins.
Forum: Good Days! June 22nd 2013, 04:59 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

-I didn't let my friend get away with using me to enable her eating disordered behavior.
-I had a good conversation with my therapist.
-My dad and I started building a picnic table. We got all the...
Forum: Self Harm June 22nd 2013, 04:54 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 2,042
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What caused you to have your first self harm episode?

My dad was really chill about it. He didn't try to force me to stop or take away my tools or anything. He tried (and continues to try) to understand it and be open to me talking about it. My mom...
Forum: General Health June 22nd 2013, 04:50 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,795
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Doctor's Appointment.

You should definitely be honest with your doctor. He needs to know the whole picture so he can help you as well as possible. I would suggest telling him your symptoms (including the self harm) first,...
Forum: Self Harm June 22nd 2013, 04:27 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Twenty-five days :)
Forum: Self Harm June 22nd 2013, 04:26 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I started a fun project with my dad. We're making a picnic table!
Forum: Self Harm June 20th 2013, 09:59 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 2,042
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What caused you to have your first self harm episode?

My depression was developing and getting worse. I had thought about cutting, but hadn't yet. Then, I guess I had a particularly shitty day and I decided, "I'm going to do this." I freaked out and...
Forum: Self Harm June 20th 2013, 12:40 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Twenty-three days!
Forum: Why Me? June 20th 2013, 12:39 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom has been triggering me so much more than normal lately. And she refuses to believe she's doing anything wrong. Ugh. I got so close to cutting today because of her.
Forum: Good Days! June 20th 2013, 12:38 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm sleeping over at my friend's house and we're going to watch cult tv shows. XD
Forum: Self Harm June 19th 2013, 12:44 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Twenty-two days!
Forum: Games and Things June 18th 2013, 07:28 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I appreciate that you listened and didn't get mad when I told you what was triggering me about our friendship. But now I'm worried that you didn't fully take it in, because a few hours later, you...
Forum: Why Me? June 18th 2013, 05:06 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My friend cut, then indirectly blamed it on me. Plus, apparently she's exaggerating her eating disordered behaviors on her blog, which worries/triggers me.
Forum: Good Days! June 18th 2013, 05:03 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I had a serious talk with my friend about our relationship and what I need for recovery. It went well! Hopefully she'll make an effort to not say/do things that are triggering for me.
Forum: Self Harm June 18th 2013, 03:43 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Three weeks!
Forum: Self Harm June 17th 2013, 07:42 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I made a post on tumblr saying for every note it got, I would go a day without self-harming. It got 78 notes, so that's my goal.
Forum: Self Harm June 16th 2013, 09:29 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

This is day twenty!
Forum: Good Days! June 16th 2013, 09:11 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I made my dad a Dalek out of duct tape for father's day. It turned out SO well!
Forum: Why Me? June 15th 2013, 05:49 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I have to have a serious talk with my friend about how are relationship is working and what needs to change. It's gonna be really difficult, and I don't want to hurt her. Plus, it needs to be soon...
Forum: Good Days! June 15th 2013, 02:50 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm going roller skating with my friends all night tonight!
Forum: Self Harm June 14th 2013, 08:26 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight it will be 18 days!
Forum: Good Days! June 14th 2013, 08:25 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm discovering that my friend has been triggering me for a long time, which isn't good, but I'm learning that I deserve better. I've been talking to people, and I'm going to figure things out with...
Forum: Self Harm June 12th 2013, 07:29 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,248
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I called my therapist last night.
Forum: Why Me? June 12th 2013, 07:26 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My friend's eating disorder is triggering the hell out of me, and we've been arguing, which makes me feel really shitty.
Forum: Self Harm June 12th 2013, 07:25 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

15 1/2 days!
Forum: Self Harm June 12th 2013, 07:19 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,753
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I don't know if trying to stop cutting is worth it as I relapsed, again.

Thirteen days is great! Also, it's awesome that you can go 3-4 weeks between each time cutting. It's hard when all you can see are the slip-ups, but from an outside perspective, you're strong and...
Forum: Self Harm June 10th 2013, 09:01 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Almost fourteen days! This is better than I've done in a while.
Forum: Self Harm June 10th 2013, 08:52 PM
Replies: 31
Triggering (SH): Self-harm habits.
Views: 2,921
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self-harm habits.

What do you use to self-harm?
I don't know if we're allowed to say, plus I don't want to give anyone any ideas.

Where do you self-harm (in your house)?
Usually on my bed, but if I know I'm going...
Forum: Why Me? March 29th 2013, 08:19 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My friend is really suicidal and I'm beyond worried.
Forum: Why Me? March 4th 2013, 05:09 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I am so freaking dysfunctional.
Forum: Why Me? February 28th 2013, 08:23 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I've missed school the past four days due to my depression. It sucks, because staying home doesn't help, but I CAN'T function well enough to go to school right now. Now I'm going to have a shitload...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions February 28th 2013, 08:20 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,464
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Goal of the day!

Manage to go to dance class and maybe get some homework done.
Forum: Self Harm February 27th 2013, 06:05 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

One whole day. That's a long time, considering how terribly I've been doing.
Forum: Why Me? February 26th 2013, 09:22 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm skipping school for the second day in a row due to my depression. I just can't handle anything.
Forum: Why Me? February 26th 2013, 12:06 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I have so much homework to do, but I can't function well enough to get it done. And I can't miss school two days in a row...
Forum: Why Me? February 25th 2013, 08:14 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I was feeling really suicidal this morning. I haven't felt this bad in over a year.
Forum: Why Me? February 25th 2013, 04:33 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom manages to say the exact worst thing all the time. Also, I'm a complete and utter failure at everything.
Forum: Good Days! February 25th 2013, 04:31 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

My friend sent me the most loving, supportive text last night after I posted a lot of depressing stuff on tumblr.
Also, my mom's letting me take a mental health day tomorrow.
Forum: Self Harm February 25th 2013, 04:28 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Eight hours.
Forum: Good Days! February 23rd 2013, 07:29 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I had a meaningful conversation with my mom, and it didn't turn into an argument.
Forum: Why Me? February 23rd 2013, 07:26 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I went to my first appointment with my psychiatrist, and she's really annoying.
Forum: Self Harm February 23rd 2013, 07:25 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Two-and-a-half days.
Forum: Self Harm February 22nd 2013, 05:38 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

A bit over a day.
Forum: Why Me? February 22nd 2013, 04:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

-My stomach pain is getting worse.
-I'm going to a psychiatrist for the first time tomorrow, and I'm kinda freaked out about getting on medication. :/
Forum: Good Days! February 22nd 2013, 04:47 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I can talk to my friend about my SH without her freaking out or judging me at all. It's really freeing. Also, tomorrow's Friday!
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2013, 11:19 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My depression keeps getting worse. I'm constantly in a fog and getting anything done is nearly impossible. Plus, I still have a cold and my stomach is getting more and more painful.
Also, I'm a...
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2013, 08:59 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't handle anything because I'm such a failure. The littlest of things are overwhelming.
Forum: Why Me? February 20th 2013, 05:57 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm still sick. My nose is running like nobody's business. Bleh, gross.
Forum: Self Harm February 20th 2013, 04:37 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

A day and eight-ish hours.
Forum: Good Days! February 20th 2013, 04:34 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,786
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: I'm happy today because...

I played soccer in PE today and didn't completely fail! People were actually saying I was good, which NEVER happens when I play sports.
And Justine drew very elaborate flowers and butterflies for...
Forum: Games and Things February 20th 2013, 04:31 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Why do I even bother?
One.
Forum: Why Me? February 20th 2013, 04:28 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I was in a decent mood, then my mom ruined everything.
Forum: Why Me? February 19th 2013, 03:50 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

Therapy isn't helping AT ALL. My therapist keeps saying the same things over and over, and it's like we're going around in circles and not accomplishing anything.
Forum: Tattoos and Piercings February 19th 2013, 02:21 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 2,971
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Possible tattoo idea?

I think that tattoo is really gorgeous.
Forum: Why Me? February 18th 2013, 09:31 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

I have no desire to stop cutting.
Also, I really don't want to go to therapy today since I don't want to deal with anything.
And my friend wants to hang out with me, but I'm drained of energy and...
Forum: Games and Things February 18th 2013, 09:25 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Ugh, this is impossible.
One.
Forum: Games and Things February 18th 2013, 09:10 PM
Replies: 1,002
Views: 31,454
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What are you thinking right now?

I don't want to recover anymore, and I especially don't want to go to therapy in an hour.
I just want to cut and cut because it's the only thing that makes me feel anymore.
Forum: Self Harm February 16th 2013, 01:15 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,972
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: is it considered as cutting ?

If you're inflicting pain on yourself on purpose, it's self-harm, no matter how severe or not the wounds are. For me, it started out as small scratches, and got worse, but it doesn't have to be that...
Forum: Games and Things February 16th 2013, 01:09 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Threeeeeee
Forum: Chit-Chat February 16th 2013, 01:09 AM
Replies: 1,285
Views: 106,915
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: The "Wow! Look at my post count!" Thread

Seven hundred!
Forum: Why Me? February 16th 2013, 01:07 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

Today would have been a year self harm free, but I relapsed several months ago. I'm just obsessing over what I ruined by picking up a blade again...
Forum: Self Harm February 16th 2013, 12:59 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

This is day four.
Forum: Why Me? February 15th 2013, 07:44 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My stomach has been hurting really bad all evening.
Forum: Games and Things February 15th 2013, 07:42 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Bleh. One...
Forum: Good Days! February 15th 2013, 07:41 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,170
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What have you achieved today?

We did an outreach to the homeless event with my awesome outdoor program.
I interviewed someone for a newspaper article I'm writing.
Finished my Chem homework!
Didn't cut today.
Forum: Self Harm February 15th 2013, 07:37 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Three days.
Forum: Games and Things February 14th 2013, 02:52 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Whenever you open up to me, I feel really special. I just wish I had better advice for you.
Forum: Games and Things February 14th 2013, 02:51 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

I really don't like that promise, Dez. :p
One.
Forum: Books and Literature February 14th 2013, 02:49 AM
Replies: 2,009
Views: 96,752
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: What I'm reading now.

Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs
Forum: Self Harm February 14th 2013, 02:44 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Two days. Why does that feel like such a long time? (Yet it sounds pathetic.)
Forum: Self Harm February 12th 2013, 11:09 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Almost a day.
Forum: Self Harm February 12th 2013, 12:39 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,664
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Self harm free!

Eight hours.
Forum: Games and Things February 12th 2013, 12:36 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Efffffffffff......
One
Forum: Games and Things February 11th 2013, 05:26 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 401,985
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

You tried so hard to help me, but there's only so much you can do when I don't want to be helped. I cut in your bathroom, and I'm so sorry. It's in NO WAY your fault. I love you.
Forum: Games and Things February 11th 2013, 05:23 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 273,323
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Well, this seems to be impossible.
Oh well :p
One.
Forum: Why Me? February 11th 2013, 05:22 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,493
Posted By ElsatheDepressionSlayer
Re: Complaint of the day

My friend tried so hard to help me, but I'm apparently an ungrateful bitch. I don't want to recover anymore.
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