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  1. HisPrincess
    August 5th 2012 02:16 AM - permalink
    HisPrincess
    *giggles* Hahaha thank you so much for this picture. It really just like made my day. That is just so cute. xD
  2. HisPrincess
    August 5th 2012 02:13 AM - permalink
    HisPrincess
    Yeah, it can be difficult sometimes but yeah. Everything does happen for a reason. Of course. I've actually learned how to be a better friend through the lost friendship, but sometimes it can be hard to not sit there and focus on the lost friendship. Ya know?

    Of course. And aw, thank you.
  3. fuckinghateniggers
    August 5th 2012 12:41 AM - permalink
    fuckinghateniggers
    I'll try to have pics up of it soon!
  4. Ennui.
    August 5th 2012 12:29 AM - permalink
    Ennui.
    Ahh that sucks. How'd school shopping go?
  5. Jack Lowden
    August 4th 2012 07:39 PM - permalink
    Jack Lowden
    Yeah, school is great in the sense you can socialize
  6. HisPrincess
    August 4th 2012 06:35 PM - permalink
    HisPrincess
    Haha don't worry, I do the same thing. I'm not the best at making friends but if there was anything I've learned in my friendships it's to appreciate them while they last. Sadly, I had to learn that one the hard way. But yeah, it takes practice. Honestly for me, it took loosing one of my best friends to realize that worrying about it did nothing. It didn't keep him here as a friend and I lost him anyway. So if I was going to loose him, I wish I wouldn't have stressed so much about it. I wish I would have just had more fun and gotten to know him better. Maybe then I wouldn't have lost him.

    Ah. See? Longer then I've had any of my friends. You two should be good. <3
  7. fuckinghateniggers
    August 4th 2012 05:56 PM - permalink
    fuckinghateniggers
    Omg it came out perfect! I love it! I look totally punk I got a new outfit to and shopping isssssss soooo cool new clothed!!!!
  8. HisPrincess
    August 4th 2012 04:28 PM - permalink
    HisPrincess
    Haha of course!

    Yeah I can understand your concern. Exactly! Yeah try to keep connected with the friends you have here too and make new ones. That should help but I know that they won't compare to your best friend. But here's what I think. Don't stress and worry about the possibilities in a friendship. Bad or good. Because then when something bad does happen(if ever) you'll be upset you sat there worrying about something that was just going to happen anyway, ya know? Just try to enjoy whatever may be there of the friendship now and keep trying. It doesn't sound like you're going to loose her. How long have you been best friends?
  9. fuckinghateniggers
    August 4th 2012 04:58 AM - permalink
    fuckinghateniggers
    I've always had red hair so tonight I'm having highlights put in it I need a change and I think it's a perfect one
    Wbu
  10. HisPrincess
    August 4th 2012 03:52 AM - permalink
    HisPrincess
    Yeah! Oh yeah, they have online schools for K-12 grades, not just college classes. (: Oh I see, well awesome. Good luck during your 8th grade year!

    Ah yeah, I know what you mean. well I'm so glad you're going to be keeping in touch with her! That will make things so much easier. And I know your concern with not staying as close. But that's the thing. My best friend and I have a long distance relationship. And a best friendship that I had for almost 2 years was online and long distance and we never even met in person. So you can do it. ;D If you've already had a friendship up until now, I wouldn't worry too much about loosing it. But remember that regardless of what happens, you always have others there to support you. Ad I'd encourage you to keep finding some new friends and stuff as well. You can never have too many friends there in person with you as well.

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    Hello, thought it was about time to update this. My name is Dionna, and i'm kinda shitty at writing about me sections.
    I like music, singing, youtube, reading, hiking, and animals quite a lot. I am normally an easy person to get along with, and fairly friendly. Its difficult for me to trust people, but once they have my trust they are pretty much stuck with me.
    I am diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety Disorder NOS, Anorexia Nervosa, Borderline Personality Disorder, and schizoaffective disorder. I've also dealt with self harm for around 7 years now, and have been hospitalized a total of 6 times. If you need advice or comfort message me.
    I love wearing sweaters year around, and if i could have headphones in 24/7 i think I would.
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    This is probably the short list. I listen to a lot of music. :D
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    Harry Potter (all), Better Off Dead, Hunger Games, Disney, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles,Camp Takota. So basically animated, 80s movies, and a couple others.
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    Sherlock, Doctor Who, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, 30 Rock, Parks and Recreation, SpongeBob Square Pants, Faking It, American Horror Story
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    Just mostly YA Fiction
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    From day one I talked about getting out
    But not forgetting about
    How all my worst fears are letting out
    He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
    When breathing just passes the time
    Until we all just get old and die

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Posted September 19th 2017 at 01:19 AM by Lumos. Comments 0
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Well, it's been a while. I missed TH hopefully I'll be on more...

I'd been doing okay-ish (okay enough i guess). I have so much mental bullshit going on at all times I don't even think that I coulit's d be doing better than okay. Its all just fucking debilitating. I'd been making it through, i'll put it that way. Today suddenly though, i'm drowning. I haven't felt like this in months. My urges are through the roof, worse than they've been in ages. so bad that i wish i could just give...

Posted October 2nd 2014 at 05:30 AM by Lumos. Comments 0
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well today was shit.

my best friend M was forced into a psychiatric ward today because her therapist could tell that she was really suicidal (I already knew that so that wasn't a shock that they put her in there), I got a text and lunch and immediately my eyes welled up and luckily no one gives a shit about me so they didn't say anything. I pushed down tears all day.. I texted her for a bit and she thought she could keep her phone at first because they said she could, but then when
...

Posted August 23rd 2014 at 03:57 PM by Lumos. Comments 2
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73 days without cutting. longer than i've made it in probably over 2 years.. and yet i'm starting not to care if i relapse anymore. don't get me wrong i'm still pretty damn proud, but i just feel so shitty and of course the addiction kicks in and reminds me that cutting will help. the urges keep getting worse everyday and i don't think i can go much longer, honestly.

being constantly worried about a friend doesn't help either.. lets just call her M. M lives really close to me and
...

Posted August 18th 2014 at 03:51 AM by Lumos. Comments 1
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okay, so this is a thing, i haven't wrote a blog post here on TH in forever. I was doing really great in the time that i was kinda mia from TH. I was happy, not cutting, didn't have many suicidal thoughts and felt good, i thought it was going to last. i thought "oh if this is how recovery is then why is it so easy." i feel almost stupid for saying that now. I'm really glad that i felt better for about 3 months, and that that 3 months was during summer. it sure as hell didn't last.
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Posted March 15th 2014 at 09:31 PM by Lumos. Comments 2
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this whole week has just been shit. on thursday someone at school decided to throw a huge chunk of ice/ snow at me on purpose, so then i proceeded to have a panic attack in front of my entire class. couldn't stop crying. then my moms been in a weird mood all week and i just want to be alone.

yesterday I stole a bunch of pills from my mom (i was home alone), most likely enough to be fatal. I was so fucking close to taking them, then my best friend texted me and i told her what i was
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