everything i do is just so stupid. i cant make anyone happy , everything i do its all blah and i always make mistakes in peoples eyes. mostly my fathers and i dont understand why.
i hate how i do this and i dont understand how i can make a happy person into a sad , miserable person.. /:
i reallly hate this , just by posting some of these blogs i know that im probly making someone sad..
i just hate thiis feeling i have ...

im never hungry.
i eat like one if even that a day.
i wont eat for days at a time. i hate food, its the most nasty-ist thing in this world i think. i eat. ill randomly get hungry maybe if anything only once a week and that'll be it. my stepmom says im getting too skinny again. some of my close that had fit me perfect before are bigger on me. i weigh at like [Edited]. people say im way to underweight. but yet, i think im huge, i want to weigh atleast [Edited]. i've told people this...

Hmm my first love huh? Well the first person I can say that I truly loved was my best friend Maddie. She was also the person that I loved the longest.

I honestly used to think that we would end up together. We would spend hours on the phone every day and night talking. And even when there was nothing to say we'd just laugh at our own little inside jokes.

There was no one that knew me better then her, no one that could make me smile when all I wanted to do scream; and there...

Since I can't write what I ate, I'll just say what I did yesterday. Since I work at McDonalds, I had breakfast there. They had made a new item there, kinda, it was a vanilla shake (any flavor really) with whip cream and a cherry on top. It was delicious but took me forever to find the cherry once it sunk into the drink. Then I worked my four hour shift, with a ten minute break to drink orange juice. It was awesome. xD But other than that I ended washing/restocking things in the lobby the whole time,...

okay , so my so called " best friend " ( the one who got my boyfriend to cheat on me/: ) keeps on flirting ALOT with my boyfriend while i've been grounded. and its pissing me off.
cause , he flirts back without knowing it i guess.
i wouuld say something to him , but i'd sound like bitchy if i do.. ihate it so much though. i almost punched her in the face yesterday at lunch. she pisses me off ALOT. more than anyone could possibly imange. like , no joke.
then she goes...

Um I suppose I am supposed to introduce myself. My name is Dan. I like listening to loud music so Ill prolly go deaf at some point in my life :P. Favorite types are pretty much anything that isnt country even though I do listen to a few country songs.

I also read a lot, or used to. I have a wall of books in my room and ive read pretty much all of them. I guess U could classify myself as a typical nerd. Ive always liked messing around with stuff on my computer and playing games. ...

Day 01 – Introduce
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
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My parents...where do I start? Well, first off, they are divorced and abandoned me at every turn growing up. My father sexually and physically abused me growing up, so I have a few mental issues. But the fact is I seem so normal on the outside, just a tad dark, but I know I have issues that I still can't get over.

My mom abandoned me while my father did these things, and she was a big gambler as well after the divorce. She took over $800 in my savings for gambling. She was a battered...