TeenHelp - Entries for November 2011

Bad night.

Posted November 9th 2011 at 08:58 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Updated May 21st 2012 at 09:28 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I worked so hard on my 8 page booklet for college and took it through for mum and dad to look at to see if they thought anything needed changed, mum just got mad at me asking why I'm trying so hard if I don't even want to be doing the course anyway. This morning she was texting me telling me she didn't want me falling behind.
I don't know what I want to do after this year. I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life. I don't see anything...

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Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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Why are there so many subjects? Why can't someone tell me what to do?

Posted November 9th 2011 at 04:13 PM by Troubled_Heart

Ugh... Oldness... Decisions... Impossible
Been given the A-Level book, have to decide what to do with life...
How on earth am I meant to decide?
16 subjects to choose from... 4 subjects to do...
Not sure how to choose, don't know what I want to do...
Same grades all round... Hate/Like all subjects the same...
IDIOT!

I wander if I should give up, not do A-Levels, not go to uni and just be a loser.
That would be easy... That would suit me fine....

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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But I'm not.

Posted November 9th 2011 at 01:46 AM by Hopeyyy

I don't think I am strong.
I seriously doubt the whole concept.
I cry everyday when I am home.
Nothing goes right.
I seriously can't go left.
I'm screwed up.
But I am trying.
I suppose that is what you call "strong"

But I'm not.

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Caramel hot chocolate.... Or a muffin?

Posted November 7th 2011 at 10:25 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Sat in the internet cafe in college. Debating whether or not to have a hot chocolate and something to eat to see if it wakes me up any. Emailed Frank to tell him I was in but just not in class and he came down to see me to make sure I was okay and not having any problems with people in the class or the work we're doing. It's really good how supportive my tutors are being over my lack of motivation to go into class. I'm meeting with support this afternoon so hopefully I can talk to them about it...

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Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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Petty Girl

Posted November 7th 2011 at 04:15 AM by Hopeyyy

I can't take this.
I have been single. And sure,now, nothing is wrong.
That's what it should be anyway...
But I want a guy.
I know, I'm waiting.
Waiting for it to "just happen"
But I'm afraid.
I am absolutely terrified....
That I am going to end up alone.
I wish when I had Bryan I had such knowledge I have now..
Then Bryan and I could have been perfect.
But that is all over now.
Alex is over.
Nolan...

Hopeyyy

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I'm sorry I talk about myself to much... I really shouldn't... Please stop me in the future!

Posted November 6th 2011 at 02:01 PM by Troubled_Heart

I've been googling how to be beautiful and the likes a lot today. The result:

Be thin
Nice hair
Good skin
Natural but pretty make-up
Amazing personality
Good hygeine

I can do one of those... My hygeine is good... Although most people say obbsessivly good so I guess that's not attractive either. I really want to look good... Even when I try hard I can't do it... I'm no good at beauty stuff so I look a mess ALL the time

I know about being beautiful on the inside and all...

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Used to be Ianto Jones

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At least we won... Still doesn't make me happy though, and now I know that she'll never like me

Posted November 5th 2011 at 10:12 PM by Troubled_Heart

I hate being ugly.
I hate not having the option of being pretty.
Went to the hairdressers today, even then I look a mess.
I want to be attractive, have people look at me and not be like you're ugly or, when was the last time you actually looked nice?
I'd love to have a nice face and hair that shines and looks good.
Nobody likes an ugly person and how can you take someone that looks like Kate Bush seriously?
Wish I was like C. C's beautiful and doesn't have to...

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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bully brother whenever being bullied (4 times now)

Posted November 5th 2011 at 04:44 PM by dannyboy17

I'm a boy who bullies my brother. It always seems to occur when im being bullied

anything he does it seems to annoy the life out of me. I just lose it, i kick him over him trying to be funny. My mum and dad always take his side in other arguments even if they dont see what happens that makes me even more annoyed at him but except when im not getting bullied at school me and him get on so well we would do anything together but i dont know how to control it.any advice?

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Reminder: Eating disorders discussions tonight!

Posted November 5th 2011 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)
Updated December 17th 2011 at 05:48 PM by TeenHelp

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It's Raining and I Want the World to End...

Posted November 4th 2011 at 07:21 AM by Troubled_Heart

Got to go to school in a sec...
Got a lift so I have spare time...
Dreading it...
Don't want to go...
Look a mess..
Feel a mess..
Another day being laughed at...
Everyone knows I'm a freak
Everyone hates me.
I hate being me..
Want to SH but doing so well...
Want to cry but can't go with red eyes...
Seriously not sure how to make it through another day
Even the weekend isn't exciting
Want To Die

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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