TeenHelp - Entries for January 23, 2012

I'll never forget you i'm sorry I let you down Trig

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 09:52 PM by Anatidaephobia

It's been a year. It only feels like yesterday. I miss you so much Sophie. You were amazing. I'm sorry that I wasnt there for you. You deserved so much better. I wish that you were still here. You were so young. I'll never forget you or what you did for me. You still mean the world to me. I just wish I could have done something. Then maybe you'd still be here today.

I'm so tired of never

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Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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Next time it wil work trig

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 09:38 PM by Riddikulus

This wasn't supposed to happen, I'm not supposed to be in so much pain....it should have worked :/

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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My life? It sucks. My only reason to go on? Jon.

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 08:09 PM by Koharuchan (Haru's Crazy Thoughts)

Tags abusive, angry, comfort, jon, mom

Yep, I hate my life. The one and only thing keeping me going is Jon. Jon never fails to comfort and encourage me, but then mom comes in and tears down the walls of hope he helps me build.

She says I have no life, she says I'm not good enough, she says I'll fail if I try, she says I'm never going to be anybody.

I'm nobody. I'm useless. I'm stupid for dreaming.

You know why I love being with Jon? He's the only person in the world capable of comforting me...

Koharuchan

Skittles Minion

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Triggering

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 06:26 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I want to die. Let me die. Please. I can't take this. I can't talk to anyone. I can't deal with this. Why am I not dead? Please... I can't cope. Gonna cut tonight. Should stop myself. But who cares? Why does is matter anymore? I'm going to lie to the counselor anyway. Don't want to see him anymore. Don't want to see anyone. Sick of all this. So sick of this. Fed up of pretending when really I'm breaking apart inside. Go away. Go away, life. I'm sick of you. You hurt too much.