I have awesome-sauce-um news! it's cool, like, cool cool cool.

Today I found out that I'm in music! I enjoy it, because, duh, we're learning how to play the guitar! So far I've learned a little bit. We have a weird name, and well, we don't have the usual teacher because she's pregnant again... Last year she was pregnant with her first child, and now she's pregnant with another kid...

^^ I'm. Going. To. Ask. Astornauts. In. Spage. A. Question! Yea, Yea, Go George, Go...

No one cares, no one wants you around Charli.... You might aswell just go...

It's not like anyone would notice

Well this will probably be the first positive blog of mine.
I decided that life is worth living, and i want to get better. I know it's gonna be hard but i actually might make it. I haven't had suicidal thoughts for 5 days. I know it may not be a big achievement but it is to me. I hope the thoughts don't come back. The voices haven't gone away.

Im sick. I hate being sick. Had to stay home. I can't even stay at home alone anymore. Maybe someday.