That and i also cant post today .....:c

So Jordan and I haven't been getting along to greatly. I'm starting to think maybe we won't last like I want us to. Its really sad to think we have been with each other this long and still can't hold it together in hopes that everything will get better after the baby. I know we argue sometimes, but its never been this bad. I think that if we break up, it needs to be over with, and I need to do whats best for the baby and I. I have no clue. We have been together so long, and I know it would be so...

Well, technically today was Labour Day, but as I have no work to be absent from, it was just another Monday. Except Dad and Lyn invited us to catch the train into town with them, so we did that, and had lunch at Britomart. It was a good way to kill most of the day, far better than the lengths we had to resort to in the rain yesterday.

I washed my sheets - finally - I haven't changed my sheets for a couple of months, but because we only recently got our washing machine functioning...

I had a really amazing week in England with my family. I did archery with my brother, my mum and I dominated at bowling, we all sucked at soft tennis, and by that time I was shattered so I sat with my kindle while my parents and brother played badminton.
I swear the main reason I go there is the food. Curly fries, nachos, sausage and mash with the best onion gravy in the world, pancakes. The list is endless and it's freaking amazing.
Dad even bought me a bottle of Cherry Sourz from...

today i had some issues with my parents, i was upset over something stupid (just the very principal made me quite angry and down) then I go rant to my mother about it and she ends up making me look bad and this makes me very stressed.....i don't think i can confide in my parents anymore (we have had several distrusting incidents). Tommarow is sunday, dont get me wrong i love God but church makes me feel guilty and bad about myself its a emotional rollercoster sunday is...
-Zane

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I might fix it later idks I'm not to worried about it atm

Lately ive been...pretty down.Ive been crying a lot as well, I feel alone and just bad all the time ive relapsed with my problems too...I wanna go back to being fixed again....I also might of adopted another problem or two...idk if nail biting is one...I most likely wont be in chat because my Pc is on an Tv and i dont want my parents to walk in and find out about my problems...I'm going to try to post very often on here also...I ran out of paper in my last diary, everything I feel most likely will...