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I'm trying.
Constantly in a state of tired and depressed or anxious.
I somehow opened up to my coworker about how I am feeling and how I am doing and how I am on meds. Well, I didn't tell him that I cut. I just said depression and anxiety have been acting up lately. He agreed to not tell my dad but based on how I am feeling he really wants me to call my APRN.
I don't know if it'd be worth it. She can't really do anything. I can't go in to see her because I work and she can't adjust my meds without me seeing her regularly so I don't know what the point is.
I don't know what the point of this blog is either. Triggered a lot or sleeping a lot or just existing. I just exist. I just float.
I want school back.
Gaining so much weight. Clothes don't fit right anymore. Fat fat fat.
I somehow opened up to my coworker about how I am feeling and how I am doing and how I am on meds. Well, I didn't tell him that I cut. I just said depression and anxiety have been acting up lately. He agreed to not tell my dad but based on how I am feeling he really wants me to call my APRN.
I don't know if it'd be worth it. She can't really do anything. I can't go in to see her because I work and she can't adjust my meds without me seeing her regularly so I don't know what the point is.
I don't know what the point of this blog is either. Triggered a lot or sleeping a lot or just existing. I just exist. I just float.
I want school back.
Gaining so much weight. Clothes don't fit right anymore. Fat fat fat.
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