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I just want to help.
Posted June 17th 2012 at 02:27 AM by escape♥
I am trying so hard.
I really am. I'm not trying to sound selfish, but I am hanging in there for all dear life.
But, there are always people that need help. Those people on the forums talking about how they are so close to over dosing, or cutting again, or spiraling in their eating disorder, etc. I don't care if I die, or if I go back to my old habits, I just want to help them. They deserve it. But I am starting to realize that no matter what I tell them, or what advice I give them, it never helps. They will probably won't get better because of me, or what I said on this website.
I just want to help. I just want to help somebody get back on their feet, feel loved again, get past this, or wake up the next day and be glad they didn't kill themself.
I want to make a difference in somebodies life.
I don't want anyone to suffer because I didn't help. I don't want anyone to suffer any pain. Just give it all to me; It's better that way.
I know this probaly sounds stupid, and depressing. I know all of my blog posts are sad and triggering, but what can I do? I only post on here when I'm feeling low or I'm struggling.
All I want to do is help somebody feel good about themselves. I want somebody to wake up, and feel beautiful.
Unlike me. But I am trying.
I just want to help somebody. No one should struggle alone.
So if your struggling, PM me. Please. Let me help you feel better.
I really am. I'm not trying to sound selfish, but I am hanging in there for all dear life.
But, there are always people that need help. Those people on the forums talking about how they are so close to over dosing, or cutting again, or spiraling in their eating disorder, etc. I don't care if I die, or if I go back to my old habits, I just want to help them. They deserve it. But I am starting to realize that no matter what I tell them, or what advice I give them, it never helps. They will probably won't get better because of me, or what I said on this website.
I just want to help. I just want to help somebody get back on their feet, feel loved again, get past this, or wake up the next day and be glad they didn't kill themself.
I want to make a difference in somebodies life.
I don't want anyone to suffer because I didn't help. I don't want anyone to suffer any pain. Just give it all to me; It's better that way.
I know this probaly sounds stupid, and depressing. I know all of my blog posts are sad and triggering, but what can I do? I only post on here when I'm feeling low or I'm struggling.
All I want to do is help somebody feel good about themselves. I want somebody to wake up, and feel beautiful.
Unlike me. But I am trying.
I just want to help somebody. No one should struggle alone.
So if your struggling, PM me. Please. Let me help you feel better.
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