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It's been awhile. *trig*
Posted January 25th 2013 at 03:53 AM by escape♥
Tags break up, depression, eating disorder, life, lonely, long time, negative, pictures, positive, self harm, suicidal, update
Wow, TeenHelp. It’s been quite some time since I last posted here, and my life as changed in all sorts of ways.
Well, let’s with the positive then. I started learning to drive around Christmas time, got my permit & everything. I got my braces off in November, and plans for me to get a car before/on my 16th birthday are in place…uh yeah. I can’t think of much positive at the moment. :c
Onto the negative. Wow.
Okay, in November my love & I broke up, after 8 months & 5 days. It was, and still is incredibly, extremely hard. But, we still talk occasionally and maybe we can work things out and get back in a relationship again. I know he wants to.
Uhmm..the self-harm is bad again…at the moment I have 25 healing cuts on my thighs..
The depression is bad again, and I have suicidal ‘episodes’ every now and again. The eating disorder isn’t as prevalent in my life at the moment, which I suppose is a good thing. Woo, go positive. :3
I've noticed that probably a good 75 or 80% of the people in my life have no desire to live anymore. Like, a good majority of the people I talk to on a daily basis want to die, and I’m kind of just left here like...what the fuck.
…I had a friend try & overdose last night…
I don’t know what else to say, it’s been a long time.
I don’t know, I feel lonely.
Well, let’s with the positive then. I started learning to drive around Christmas time, got my permit & everything. I got my braces off in November, and plans for me to get a car before/on my 16th birthday are in place…uh yeah. I can’t think of much positive at the moment. :c
Onto the negative. Wow.
Okay, in November my love & I broke up, after 8 months & 5 days. It was, and still is incredibly, extremely hard. But, we still talk occasionally and maybe we can work things out and get back in a relationship again. I know he wants to.
Uhmm..the self-harm is bad again…at the moment I have 25 healing cuts on my thighs..
The depression is bad again, and I have suicidal ‘episodes’ every now and again. The eating disorder isn’t as prevalent in my life at the moment, which I suppose is a good thing. Woo, go positive. :3
I've noticed that probably a good 75 or 80% of the people in my life have no desire to live anymore. Like, a good majority of the people I talk to on a daily basis want to die, and I’m kind of just left here like...what the fuck.
…I had a friend try & overdose last night…
I don’t know what else to say, it’s been a long time.
I don’t know, I feel lonely.
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