TeenHelp - Entries for November 2010

No, I don't mind. Like it makes a difference.

Posted November 27th 2010 at 08:25 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I am getting so sick of my family. One aunt is just steamrolling everything and taking over and doing everything the way she wants it. The other is standing by her.

Another aunt is just going to kick off and create drama by the sounds of it at the funeral.

I’m so sick of this week. Seriously.

I spent maybe an hour and a half or two hours typing up an order of service, making sure the text fitted, editing a nice picture and making sure it all looked good....

LlamaLlamaDuck

Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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Well, thank you, mother. I feel wonderful now.

Posted November 20th 2010 at 12:06 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

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“Why don’t you start drinking and get your high like a normal teenager? Not that you’re not normal, but you know..
And I know that she’s not just a friend coming up from England. Set yourself up for a fall, sweetheart. Distance is hard and this could be just a gay phase you’re going through. But hey, if you grow up gay, you’ll still be my little girl.”

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I’m not capable of feeling anything just now. I was so upset with her last night. She said that I’m ‘not well’ just because...

LlamaLlamaDuck

Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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(Trig?) Done.

Posted November 15th 2010 at 05:24 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I started so many things I wish I hadn’t.
I stayed up too late last night. I knew it was a stupid thing to do. I knew I’d feel horrible today. But I did. It got to the point that I couldn’t stop crying because all I wanted was to sleep. To forget. So I tore my arm apart instead. I don’t regret that, if I’m honest. Actually while I’m being honest, I’m quite happy to do that again tonight. Because I realised, I don’t care anymore. I don’t care who notices that I refuse to eat. I don’t care

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Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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To Write Love On Her Arms

Posted November 12th 2010 at 12:26 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

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There is a difference between what is said and what is implied.

Where your words kiss my hand, the unspoken stabs my heart.

AND THE TEARS ARE DENIED

These feelings are unjustified

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* No one can save me from myself. If I don’t want it, I won’t have it… Only through my Higher Power and turning my will over.
* Remember the DESPAIR, the moments when you wanted to DIE… Do you really want to go back?!
* When I was in my addiction

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