TeenHelp - Entries for March 28, 2011

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Posted March 28th 2011 at 08:32 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Feels like I can't do anything right.
I should have let that car hit me today.
Or lay down at the furthest corner of the graveyard and waited to die.
Bought pills and alcohol and taken them together.
Cut too deep over as many veins as I could find.
Why didn't I? I had the chances.
I have more chances tomorrow. This time I'll take them. Home alone all day. So much at my disposal.

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LlamaLlamaDuck

Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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College fun.

Posted March 28th 2011 at 04:25 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

This made me laugh so much today. I was standing with my friend and her boyfriend and we were talking about parents.
Hazel: Louise's mum doesn't really like her having a girlfriend.
Gary. Why not?
Me: My parents are religious...
Gary: Is your mum on the pill?
Me: Um...I think so.
Gary: Right, when you get in from college, you go up to her and you say "Mum, I might like to munch carpets but at least I'm not on birth control!"

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LlamaLlamaDuck

Llama Lover/Skittle Minion

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I'm ready to give up. (Triggering)

Posted March 28th 2011 at 11:26 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Updated March 28th 2011 at 12:34 PM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)

Sitting in college. Trying to stay awake. Today's been so long already. Cut this morning. Argued with mum. Walked to Asda and got a new pencil sharpener, pliers and a first aid kit. Had all my blades in my pocket already.
Walked to the graveyard and cried. Just lay on the ground there for a while.
Walked to a park round the corner from my old school. Sat there and took the blades out of the sharpener. Sat on the swing for a while. Just swinging and staring at the ground.

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