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Posted May 4th 2011 at 06:43 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Have placement today. Tired. Just spent the last ten minutes picking drops of dried blood off my arm. Cut 'DIE' into it last night. Still hurts. I hurt. Don't want to deal with this. So many nightmares.
Keep dreaming that someone wants to get me. First time it was Voldemort, second time it was some bloke called Fred who had a sister called Stacey. Except he was black and his sister was white. Might sound funny but in both dreams these people wanted me dead. They were hunting me down and I was crying. Running away. I was so scared. I don't understand why I'm not able to wake myself up from nightmares anymore. I was always able to. Why can't I now.
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