I've been doing a lot of thinking today. And my girlfriend is right, sometimes there are people you're in contact with or friends with, or even just people you see around facebook or whatever, who aren't good for you. Even if you don't realise it at the time.
I came up with an idea earlier of putting my life into a book and kind of integrating it into a fictional story. I may or may not change the names but it's a way for me to be brutally honest about people, both good and bad, from a third...

I have to leave for college in 20 minutes. It's taken me the past almost half hour I've been up to make myself get dressed and ready.
I can feel it happening again. Started thinking of different ways to get out of college. Still am. But I can't.! SAAS haven't even approved my course funding yet. And they've moved the required attendance up to 95% which is ridiculous.
I thought it'd be better this year. Because I actually like the course and how much freedom I have over it. There's...

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Saw the CPN today. Feels like it was kind of pointless. Mum came with me and she'd typed out a list of stuff she wanted to talk about so that really helped. And she explained a lot of things for me which was also good. But apparently my almost obsessive habit of checking the contents of everything I eat and being able to see rolls of fat where apparently no one else can is just me being a normal teenager. In fact, just about everything I mentioned is me being a normal teen. She didn't listen, just...

Spent the morning in a St. Andrew's Hospice shop. From 10 until 1 I got to check all the bits were in 2 games, and hang up some clothes. It got to the point where I took a book out of the donation box just so I had something to do. Not planning on going back. I'm happy to volunteer but I need to be kept busy. Distracted. I need my mind to be working. Like at the bar when I have to remember drinks orders, work out the change, keep everything stocked, and keep enough clean glasses behind the counter....

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Soooooooo I had my interview for Interactive Media (Web Design) today.

And guess what happened?

She offered me an unconditional acceptance! So if I want to get in, all I have to do is reply to the letter they're sending me to accept the place and I start on August 22nd

Hell freaking yes!

I've been panicking about this for ages.

My phone decided to break last night. I've spent the past 3 hours or so trying to fix it.
I was up till 3am last night trying to make it work. I'm currently using my sim card in my brother's old phone so I can at least have contact with the outside world since I'm usually texting 24/7 anyway. I'm trying to unlock my old phone so it'll take my current simcard. (why do Vodafone have to be so bitchy and refuse to let my lovely, unlimited texts-filled, Orange sim work in the phone?!)
I...

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