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Oh, April.

Posted April 8th 2013 at 09:17 PM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

For the last few days, it really feels like autumn. Yay for April, and morning temperatures attempting to be below 10C. It's so nice to be complaining to myself about the cold instead of the heat.

This morning I decided to text Rowena to ask when a good time to come in and say hi to everybody would be. She said either Wednesday or Friday, and asked if I would judge Fun Fest. I said yes. I've been secretly hoping to be asked to judge Fun Fest, it gives me a whole day in the gym, and...

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Awesomesauce.

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Today was better

Posted April 8th 2013 at 01:27 AM by BlackRose24

I had a better day today. Dyed my sisters hair, watched some Disney movies, made beaded necklaces. It was like i was a kid again. How i miss the innocence.

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He got a job! :D

Posted April 7th 2013 at 05:31 PM by Koharuchan (Haru's Crazy Thoughts)

Tags bar, job, jon, pub, sleep

That's right, Jon finally found a job. His uncle is close friends with the owner of this pub downtown, so he was able to get a job there since they needed someone pretty bad. It's not easy work though, his shift is 11 hours long!

He called me this morning at 10, which surprised me because he didn't get off work until 3 am. He told me about his day, making pizzas and chicken, washing dishes, severely burning his thumb and index finger.

He said it's hard work, but he's just happy...

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Skittles Minion

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Help me

Posted April 7th 2013 at 02:52 AM by Amoré Winters

I am crying out
But can you hear me?
I kick and scream and shout
But it's not enough.
"it's just a phase" you say
But is it really?
I fight to live another day
Please help me.
"I don't care. You'll get over it"
I know but I just want a hug.
Because of you my heart is gonna split
Because of you I want to die.
"it'll do the world good if you just go away"
Is that true? Please...

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Maybe winter will come.

Posted April 7th 2013 at 02:07 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

Daylight savings has ended, we're back an hour.
I added a blanket to my bed, and as if in agreement with me, the skies are leaden and the air is chill.

I like it.
Winter is my favourite season, I flourish in the cold.

Yesterday I took lithium for the first time. I'm on 800mg in the evening. I didn't take any PRN. In hindsight, I probably should have. You see, our toilet has sprung a leak, and the number I had for repairs wasn't working, so I texted my...

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Awesomesauce.

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Prison

Posted April 7th 2013 at 01:01 AM by BlackRose24

I hate this room. 4 walls painted red and only one widow. It's too small. Perhaps it's because i'm always in here but, i just want to scream. I can escape but where too? A house that is even more of a prison? The only time it feels like i can escape it when it's warm and rainy or when i hurt myself. Even then it doesn't last long. I know the solution to the problem. It's a work in progress to fix it like most things. Is that an excuse? I don't know. I look forward to Monday though. I hope it goes...

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Meow >^.^<

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Reminder: Eating disorders discussions tonight!

Posted April 6th 2013 at 12:00 PM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

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Reminder: Eating disorders discussions tonight!

There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of eating disorders in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST) and the second will be held at 8pm Central US time (CDT). All you have to do to take part is log into the Chat Room at the appropriate...

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Loud Silence

Posted April 6th 2013 at 08:32 AM by BlackRose24

I'm at the point where silence is loud. And so is darkness. But sometimes, even when i'm listening to music or watching a video, it's too quiet. If that makes sense. Maybe, i've just been in this room too long. And right now, i'm exhausted and want to go to sleep but i don't want to go to bed because i don't want to wake up. And that scares me. But it also sounds nice...To sleep forever. But then, i'd miss out on living. I don't want to die. I just want to sleep till this time of my life is over....

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Meow >^.^<

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Everything.

Posted April 5th 2013 at 10:10 PM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

It's all so . . . undecided.
The med run starts tonight. 800mg lithium.
I will be home for it.
Judy told me it will start tonight. I saw her yesterday, she was dropping off some PRN quetiapine. I have 600mg, in 100mg doses. I should take it at some point, I guess, but nobody has told me I have to.

All week I have wanted Leisa. All week. She rang me on Tuesday a couple of times but that was hard for me, because she wanted me to cook and eat, and I didn't want...

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Awesomesauce.

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Mom, I'm bi...

Posted April 5th 2013 at 08:36 PM by Amoré Winters

I like boys and girls. All my friends know I have no sexual preference. There is just one little problem. Actually a really big problem. My mother. All my life she has told me everyone has to be heterosexual. Gays are going to hell. End of story. But as I started maturing I noticed I wasn't just looking at boys. And now I have accepted that I am bi. How should I tell my mom? Will she still accept me? And is it that important for her to know?

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