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Happy now I'm back

Posted October 29th 2011 at 01:19 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

Coming off leave has to be the best thing I've done this month.

Ok, so taking time off should have helped but actually it made things worse. I think I'm built to help people. Helping people really helps me. Haha.

But yeah, now I've been back on HelpLink I feel so much happier. I tried to give myself proper time off and it didn't work, but now I'm back I'm happier.

I love this site. <3

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Reminder: Dealing with triggers discussions tonight!

Posted October 29th 2011 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)
Updated December 17th 2011 at 05:48 PM by TeenHelp

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Reminder: Dealing with triggers discussions tonight!

There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of dealing with triggers in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will be held at 8pm Pacific US time (PDT). All you have to do to take...

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Pain is Good

Posted October 28th 2011 at 06:51 PM by Troubled_Heart

Went for a run this morning
Was good to know I can keep going no matter what
Went so so fast over 5 miles...
My legs almost fell off
I like being able to feel myself again
The stomach pains too
Bliss
I really need new blades
Mine are so blunt they hardly work
Might ask for things I can use for xmas
The irony of using blades my mother provided
Shouldn't really say that..
Shouldn't let people into my evil side...
Don't want...

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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Slipping away (Trig)

Posted October 27th 2011 at 08:04 PM by Anatidaephobia

Today has been a better day. I went to my nan's and spent the day with my little cousin, M. She's gorgeous and so cute. She made me smile and for a while I didn't think about killing myself. I don't know I was sat with her and she just gave me a huge hug and told me she loved me. It was the first time i've properly smiled in a while. But then again she's only one. She'll hate me eventually, everyone always does.

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Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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Close your eyes and listen to the calls of the devil

Posted October 27th 2011 at 06:59 PM by Troubled_Heart

I would rather die than anything else Please?
I wish people would push me away Then I could die
Then I could die peacefully All I think of is death
Then I could know nobody would be hurt

Because of me

Life Is Shit

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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I'm fine (Trig)

Posted October 26th 2011 at 08:49 PM by Anatidaephobia

Sick of lying to everyone. Sick of everything. I just want to give up now,
Got pills, Got blades, It would be easy to jump. So close to the edge right now.
I'll give it till friday.
I'm sorry.

Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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Posted October 25th 2011 at 08:04 PM by Legen..wait for it..DARY!

what do you do when your own mother tells you to give up? when she tells you that she has no faith in you? do i completely shutdown? cause that is all i can do right now.

Legen..wait for it..DARY!

OMG ITS A RAAAAR!!! *CHOMP

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I'm never going to be good enough, and that scares me Trig

Posted October 25th 2011 at 07:20 PM by Anatidaephobia

People keep telling me that they miss me and that we should meet up soon. People keep trying to talk to me, but I don't want them to. I want everyone to forget me. I want them to let me push them away so I can just end everything. I can't handle anything anymore. I used to be terrified of dying now I think that it would be easier than being alive. I'm tired of fighting myself. I don't have the energy to anymore. What's

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Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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Lost

Posted October 25th 2011 at 03:22 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I feel lost without him.

And definitely an almost anorexic.

Those are my behaviours right now anyway. And my thoughts.

I'm just not at the right weight to be counted as one yet.

But I'm getting there.

And I don't even care.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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