everything sucks im really depressed again i can barely function never mind do my degree my chronic illness is kicking my butt my relationships are disintegrating i want to cry and get drunk and cut and die

Do you even miss us? Your bottles and mistress? I need to know, I need to know! Why are you walking away?
~A Trophy Fathers Trophy Son~
There is a Hell, believe me I've seen it. There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret.
~Crucify Me~
I'm scared to get close. I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I cant drown my demons they know how to swim
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ok, so... apparently, I'm going to SeaWorld with my little cousins and baby brother to get Halloween candy, dress up, and ride rides... but the Selena Gomez costume I wanna wear and have to wear is nearly skin-tight and shows skin. As I have pointed out previously in my posts, I'm a target for perverts and pedophiles. I don't have a choice to change my costume, plus I'm in love with it, but it makes me scared that I will get sexually assaulted. I have to wear it 'cause my mum and gramma bought all...

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I'm feeling worse than ever, I can't control my suicidal thought or thoughts to self harm, I don't want to keep doing this and I don't even know what to do anymore.

You're pathetic and worthless Charli

my meds are messing up my sleep
i can barely stay upright without feeling really ill
i feel so nauseous
everythings in pain
theres no end to this
theres no treatment theres nothing
i hate everything
i hate being ill
i want to be normal
i want to be able to do my degree like a normal person

The outdoors can be the best way to get over any mental illness. The fresh air can clear your mind and if you are in the country it can make you feel free.

However as you maybe ill there are 2 very important things that you should remember before going

Firstly never go alone as if anything happens that could put you in danger. The wild can be dangerous if you don’t know what you are doing and as you could not understand the dangers go with someone that does.
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