I am so pissed right now I can't even believe it. Here's what's going on.

As I said throughout my previous blog entry, I really need to get moving; I have to get my Wedding planned, I've only got 5 months until the big day. However, my mom has been very rude about the whole thing ever since I got engaged. She insists that I'm still a child, and she keeps telling me everything I want for this Wedding is not only wrong, but stupid. I want her help here, but she has not lifted a finger...

Things have got to get moving here.

I'm readjusting alright to Jon being gone again, although I do still miss him very much. However, we are WAY behind on the Wedding plans. I have to get talking to mom and dad about what Jon and I want to do for the Wedding so they can help us get the plans set up.

We already know that we want to just geek this Wedding out. We're both as dorky as can be, so we're sticking with the nerdy theme.

One of our biggest...

I am feeling confident right now. I have had a LOT of depression lately so I don't know how long it will last. But hell. I am going to use this 5 AM confidence to make a blog of positive things and maybe I will look at this when I feel low as a reminder.

• I love my niece to death. She may be frustrating and tiring a lot of the time (terrible twos!) but I love her to death and she is honestly my world.
• I have friends who are very supportive. I have friends who are willing to take me to

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This song is literally the story of my life...
I watched rebel without a cause for the first time about 2 days ago, and watched it again the next day. Not only because its a brilliant movie, but because I identify with all 3 of them...

Today was the day...Jon had to get on a plane and go back to A-School today. The 2 weeks I've had with him just don't feel like enough. He'll be gone even longer this time, he may as well be on deployment; this time he won't be home for 8 months.

So much has been happening these past couple of weeks. I'm so glad I was able to spend this time with him, but it was so hard having to say goodbye all over again. I dropped him off at the airport, hugged him, and gave him kisses...and...

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I don't think I can feel like this for much longer.
But is there really anything wrong with me or is my mind just making things up?...

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Okay okay, I have neither mistletoe or wine. But I do have champagne with orange juice?

I should also apologise for any weird words. I finally have a basic tablet to study on the go with and the autocorrect still needs a little tweaking. I tried to curse said autocorrect earlier and it changed "goddamnit" to "boddamnit" IS THAT EVEN A WORD?!

Anyway Christmas has been good. My parents and brother got me some Frozen stuff including dishes, a shirt...