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Please..stop hurting me... *poss trig

Posted July 25th 2011 at 02:15 PM by Riddikulus

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Yeah i'm just going to smile, pretend it's all okay. I'm going to say i'm fine but I really just want you to notice i'm not okay. To hug me and tell me it's all going to be fine, to not hurt me anymore for everything I do... when you tell me you love me and won't ever hurt me I want you to mean it forever, not just until the next time you get drunk and I upset you.
I don't want you to hit me anymore and call me stupid when I cry... I want you to hold my hand and kiss my forehead and say you'll always be there for me...

But i know that's not going to happen, I know how amazing you can be and how i'm lucky to have you...I know how pathetic I am and how I should not ask anything of you...I'm sorry..

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1. 	You're going to be alright lovely<3 You can do it<3
   	Posted July 25th 2011 at 05:16 PM by bailatyvm

2. 	You are not pathetic or stupid, anything he says like that is wrong. You can do so much with yourself, I mean that. Chin up. <3
   	Posted July 25th 2011 at 05:28 PM by Everglow.

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