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Two in three days.. I think i'm attracting incidents..

Posted March 18th 2012 at 02:17 PM by Riddikulus

Had an interesting last few days, Friday lunch time, i walked out the shop to find a panicking woman and a convulsing baby, she then asks if i'm first aid trained, and when i said yes, handed me the baby and the phone with the ambulance on the end. So i had to deal with that while a lot of people stood around watching and panicking. And i never even got my food in the end -_- xD

Then today walking through town, a man collapses, falls over a small wall and starts fitting. Luckily i was...

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Everything crashing down around me..

Posted March 15th 2012 at 09:04 PM by Riddikulus

I really need someone right now... >_<

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Urghhhhhhhh

Posted March 14th 2012 at 08:06 AM by Riddikulus

Urghhhh, you know what just f*** off!! I've told you so many times what i think, i've tried to support you but you don't listen. You just annoy everyone, and you creep me out -_- Just leave me alone!

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Finally know whats going on

Posted March 5th 2012 at 07:07 PM by Riddikulus

Went to the hospital today to see the ENT doctor.
Had to have my hearing tested which was really weird xD But it was all good. Then in with the doctor i just mentioned that i have trouble breathing through my nose. He looked and shoved some funy metal stick up my nose which really hurt, and said that my one nasal cavity is open and fine, but due to me breaking my nose a few times, my nose is wonky and the other one is less than half the size.

So for now I have nasal spray but...

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Really crap day trig

Posted February 23rd 2012 at 04:38 PM by Riddikulus

I had such a horrible day!
In the sixth form meeting we had to talk about safe driving and had to watch a video about a teenage girl that has a car crash, killing her two best friends and two people in the other car who were the parents of two young children. It was really graphic and you saw the whole crash but that wasn't even the bit that hit me the most, it was all the family reactions and the baby crying for her mom who was dead in the front.
I know that it does make us think...

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Hate being ill :/

Posted February 22nd 2012 at 06:19 AM by Riddikulus

Woke up about four times in the night, once with a really bad stomach ache and the rest because my ears and head were really hurting.
When I got up this morning my head was hurting so badly i wanted to cry and i stood up and fell over.
The medication just makes me feel weird and sick and sleepy.
I want this all to go away.
I really need a hug :/

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Someone.. help? :/

Posted February 21st 2012 at 05:53 PM by Riddikulus

Went to the doctors yesterday, I've been given medication and I have to go and see a specialist about my blood pressure as it's high. I've got to go back tommorrow and in a week and I've still got to go the the Ear, throat and nose doctor on the 5th. :/ I hate this, I want it all to go away and nothing seem to be helping, I've already had loads of tests and seen several doctors and they still don't know what is wrong.

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Leaving

Posted February 19th 2012 at 08:36 PM by Riddikulus

I need some time out to think, I need to decide whether being here is helping me or not atm with family and my future.
I love you all so much and you are amazing people, but right now I feel like i'm just lying to my family as I can't tell them about TH. I want them to be able to trust me and I feel like they can't when i'm lying and they know i am.

People who have me on fb may have noticed I've deactivated my account as it just distracts me from work and i need to concentrate...

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Want it to stop..

Posted February 19th 2012 at 03:55 PM by Riddikulus

I'm just aching so much, I have a constant headache which will suddenly get so bad that i just want to cry and do nothing. My ears are hurting so badly, I can't lie down without going dizzy and I just can't concentrate on anything.
I've had this for months and I'm fed up, I've got to wait until march to see the ENT doctor. I really want this sorted.

Also I've had an awful day, everythings just getting to me, I don't see the point in anything anymore, I'm just giving up.

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Sick of seeing me around...

Posted February 13th 2012 at 04:55 PM by Riddikulus

I don't mean to get everything wrong, i try to make you proud, I try not to be so much of a failure.

Today I'd been up less than an hour and my mom told me she was sick of seeing my face and that i should go out.
I still don't know what i did wrong, I'd hardly spoken to my family, i've learnt not to.
I try to please them, i try to make them proud, i want them care about me and love me. I hate the way they treat me and i know the majority of it's my fault but i don't know...

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