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Need it to end.. trig

Posted January 29th 2012 at 07:15 PM by Riddikulus

So many pills in front of me...want to take them all, I want it all to end...

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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I don't trust myself trig?

Posted January 28th 2012 at 08:14 AM by Riddikulus

Home by myself all day... I don't think i can make it through the day..
I don't trust myself....

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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You just make me want to hurt myself... trig?

Posted January 26th 2012 at 03:09 PM by Riddikulus

Dear my "best friends"

Please stop texting about me when i'm sitting with you and talking about me behind my back and then denying it, things are hard enough for me as it is. I know you know that, you've seen the cuts.

Sincerely, I can see your text in the window... >_<

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Next time it wil work trig

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 08:38 PM by Riddikulus

This wasn't supposed to happen, I'm not supposed to be in so much pain....it should have worked :/

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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Final moments trig

Posted January 22nd 2012 at 09:51 PM by Riddikulus

Thats it...I can't do this anymore...I won't make it through, i give up

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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The one friend that knew about my SH trig

Posted January 20th 2012 at 03:13 PM by Riddikulus

Wow, had the most wonderful day ever -_-
First of all my tutor had a go at me over the most ridiculous thing ever, and it shouldn't have upset me but it did.
I then thought that things were going to get better and people actually let me sit with them and were talking to me, but no i was wrong, soon enough they all left and started ignoring me. But i was fine with it because i needed to do work anyway.

But the one thing that really got to me, I asked my friend what she did...

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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When i look in the mirror, i don't even recognise myself trig

Posted January 19th 2012 at 09:00 PM by Riddikulus

Today has been so horrible, spent all of it alone and wanting to cry.
I cut at school and my head of house noticed >_< I felt so stupid and pathetic.

I want to take more pills and cut...i'm trying so hard to hang in there but failing miserably

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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Man..i've missed them.. *trig

Posted January 18th 2012 at 09:50 PM by Riddikulus

I give up.....hi pills...how i've missed you >_<

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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I can't do this alone.. *trig

Posted January 17th 2012 at 06:26 PM by Riddikulus

I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel so alone all this time lately. I'm just slipping more and more...
I really wish I could tell my friends, I need them more than ever right now but i'm scared they won't understand.
I can't hold on any longer, I just was to cut and I don't want to be here any longer...

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The magic word... expelliarmus

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Moving far away...

Posted January 14th 2012 at 09:33 AM by Riddikulus

I feel like I can't hold on any longer, I'm just slipping more and more everytime my parents insult me or hurt me or critise me.
I don't know what to do , I've been told to move out because I said that i was fed up with the way they treated me. I hate the way the push me so hard, they told me off the other day for getting a B in an essay.

I don't think I can hold on for much longer, I'm breaking and I don't think I can get through it this time..

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