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Really need a hug

Posted February 10th 2012 at 08:25 PM by Riddikulus

I can't believe my grandad is doing it again, It's tearing the family apart. I hate watching my parents so upset and the fact that he doesn't give a crap.
I can't handle it, I'm just finding myself pushing everyone away, even the person i love the most. But yet i really need someone to talk to right now, i feel so alone >_< I really need a hug.

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Only friends... trig

Posted February 9th 2012 at 08:16 PM by Riddikulus

Charli, you're such a fucking idiot.. just get out of people lives, they don't care, they don't want to know....

Pills and blades...my only friends atm it seems >_<

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The only way I can do this... trig

Posted February 8th 2012 at 08:47 PM by Riddikulus

Keep staring at my blades and pills, i'm hurting so badly...It's the only thing that will help atm..

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RIP

Posted February 4th 2012 at 10:07 PM by Riddikulus

I can't believe you're gone, I'll miss you so much, we all will.
I'll always remember the first time we talked and how you made me laugh and the way you always knew what to say.
I hope you're at peace now and that you are happy.
RIP, I love you <3

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I didn't mean to fail...

Posted February 4th 2012 at 05:37 PM by Riddikulus

I didn't mean to get a B in my essay, I tried really hard on it. I try so hard to make my parents proud, everything i do i try so hard to please them, to try and be less of a dissapointment.
I guess I'm just not good enough, I'm sorry mom.. :/

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You're a waste of space.. trig?

Posted February 2nd 2012 at 08:27 PM by Riddikulus

Charli..Learn when to fuck off, no one likes you, no one wants you here. You're a waste of space, a waste of people's time..

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Why am I even here... trig

Posted February 1st 2012 at 08:53 PM by Riddikulus

Urgh I'm so pathetic, all he did was grab my arm and squeeze it, i don't know why i started crying. You're so pathetic Charli...

All i want to do lately is cut and all i think about it dying, I'm ridiculous....

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Need to eat... trig

Posted February 1st 2012 at 06:16 AM by Riddikulus

So hungry >_< Family ate without me again last night but thought i had eaten and said i was being greedy eating again.
I feel really sick and dizzy, all i ate yesterday was an orange and an apple, please let me eat properly today dad :/

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Proves my point that people don't care about me.. trig

Posted January 31st 2012 at 04:00 PM by Riddikulus

I really don't want to hear about how you think suicide is selfish or that people to attempt it are strange and you don't care... thanks sir, great Maths lesson.

Proves my point that people don't care, cutting would help so much right now..need more pills too..

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