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December 18th 2018 07:32 AM - permalink
Odyne

I miss you
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October 10th 2013 02:50 AM - permalink
Pirouette

It was pretty good too.
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October 6th 2013 01:10 PM - permalink
Pirouette

That's good, how's your weekend been?
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October 4th 2013 04:13 AM - permalink
Pirouette

Thanks, they are going well. How's school going for you?
And yeah, October is here- the busiest month of school.
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September 29th 2013 03:10 PM - permalink
Pirouette

It's been alright and busy.
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September 24th 2013 10:52 PM - permalink
Pirouette

Thank you!!
So how's your week been?
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September 18th 2013 01:20 PM - permalink
Pirouette

Aww I know, junior year is the hardest year of high school. You'll make it through.
Senior year has been pretty stressful, so much work and college applications...:/
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September 17th 2013 01:19 AM - permalink
monkey01

Hi how r u
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September 16th 2013 11:17 PM - permalink
Pirouette

It's alright, no worries.
How's junior year been going? Too stressful?
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September 16th 2013 12:09 AM - permalink
Pirouette

Same for me too. :/
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momentary rant. *trig?*

Posted February 10th 2013 at 10:55 PM by escape♥

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I have so much homework and I dont know how to do most of it & I have like no motivation to do anything or move or get up or anything.

I just want to sit here & cry.

I feels so fat & disgusting I want to feel beautiful & pretty, I want to loose weight so bad but I have to eat dinner soon & I really don't want to go back to my ED life..

I'm so tired & I have a headache & I really just need some motivation & LOADS of positivity...

It's been awhile. *trig*

Posted January 25th 2013 at 02:53 AM by escape♥

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Wow, TeenHelp. It’s been quite some time since I last posted here, and my life as changed in all sorts of ways.

Well, let’s with the positive then. I started learning to drive around Christmas time, got my permit & everything. I got my braces off in November, and plans for me to get a car before/on my 16th birthday are in place…uh yeah. I can’t think of much positive at the moment. :c

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hurting myself is my addiction. *poss trig*

Posted October 10th 2012 at 02:34 AM by escape♥

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Posted in Rampant Thoughts in the Unforgiving Darkness

Hurting myself is my addicition, like any other one. I’ve never done drugs, or drank alcohol or anything like that, but I still can’t stop hurting myself. If it’s not my eating disorder, then its cutting, depression, or it’s something else entirely. Not giving a shit about life, pushing the people I love away, isolation, whatever, I just can’t stop harming myself in one way or another. It’s been this way as long as I can remember…I literally HATE myself. Yes, hate is a strong word, and I mean almost...

picking up the pieces. *poss trig?*

Posted October 7th 2012 at 01:00 PM by escape♥

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Posted in Rampant Thoughts in the Unforgiving Darkness

E & I fought for the first time last night. At first it was just a stupid habit of mine that was annoying him, but it quickly morphed into something worse. He told me that my sadness is hurting him, and our relationship. I’ve been asking about whether or not it was bothering him recently, and he always denied being in any emotional pain what so ever. When I asked what had changed, he said...

I miss it...*triggering*

Posted September 24th 2012 at 10:22 PM by escape♥

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Posted in Rampant Thoughts in the Unforgiving Darkness

I miss having multiple, multiple reasons to laugh and smile every day, I miss seeing your face, your eyes, every single day. I miss feeling your hand in mine, I miss being happy to be alive in the morning, I miss not lying when I said “I’m doing great” or “I’m fine”. I miss feeling loved, I miss everything.