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Thank you...so much...

well, if I had it my way, I would just give up For myself. But I know I can't, it would just hurt too many people.
The people who are there for me, I have to stay for them or they'll leave because of me. And I can't have that. They mean too much to me
Thank you for caring... it really means a lot.
and I love that quote, really it has helped me a lot more than people think. And it is, very true

Happy New Year! I hope your celebrations were fun. I sat in the sitting room on my own for it, my Mam went to bed so I just say there all lonely, haha!

I know I'm not much help but if you need to talk to anyone, I'm here.

I went to the Canary Islands. It was really lovely weather!

Oh no, I hate when depression is there but just kinda niggling at the back of your mind but then there is something that just drags you down. Could it be from not being in school? Sometimes I find school a helpful distraction.

The vacation was good. The weather compared to Ireland was roasting! I got a nice tan.

I'm grand, thanks. You're only okay? Is something wrong? You can talk to me about it.
I'll gladly spend my holidays with you!
Because we were away, tomorrow we're going to have out big Christmas dinner, om nom nom!

I try not to look to the past much, like... I read my blog entries from long ago today and just felt like melting away. But I guess... if they're not looking back at it why should I?
Yeah.... life does that :/
I'm trying my best to hold on, especially for sweet and caring people like yourself and many on here as well. Kinda like... being a story to relate to and see a stronger ending... hopefully

everything gets better in the end, and if its not better, then it isn't the end

It was... extremely hard without them yes... a couple of broken SH promises and a trip to the hospital... but I'm just sort of proud now that its done with.
I guess life right now...its spinning my head every which was and its just getting darker and darker... Idk.
Bleh random smiley face

Hi Paula! Yeah I know, really long time and no speak. Sorry, I just haven't been on and I'm just back from holidays today. I went on vacation for christmas.

Merry Late Christmas or Happy Holidays. I hope I didn't offend you or anything

You deserve all the kind comments you get, you are beautiful and don't let anyone tell you any different
Thank you, I'm not sure whether I like my new profile or not. I need to get used to it. Haha!

So how are you? I hope you're well. How are your holidays going? Are you spending it with family?

Well, it was terribly complicated and it only got worse when they left me.... ow :/
But I'm happy with her, I mean... like having her as my girlfriend. Not necessarily with life... but I have no room to complain I guess.
Thank you though.... she was sort of doubting our relationship tonight... but I just hope I don't lose her again.... so thanks

I think I changed it sometime in July, so I'll have to check, maybe I can change it, you never know Aw thanks so much, the first guy I ever really thought I loved called me that instead of Taylor... its now one of my favorite things ever.
My girlfriend and I have been together for about, hm, almost 2 weeks? But last year me, her, and this guy (mentioned above) were all sort of a thing... it was complicated