I have to leave soon to go to the doctor. Get more pills. Yay. Had a dream that I had to go to his funeral again. All I wanted to do was cry. He was there and I was just waiting for him to disappear in full knowledge I'd never see him again.
Arm is a mess. I'm worried about whoever this doctor is asking to see them. I kind of want to ask them to check my height and weigh me so I can know for sure where I am. Just worried I weigh more than I think. Wii told me I lost more today. Made

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So thats another year that things didn't go very well. I purposely did not tell anyone in the hope that things would work out just for one year but that didn't work. My friend told everyone :| Ergh i hated the attention. Thats the last thing i need right now. I just want to dissapear. People i don't really talk to were saying Happy Birthday which is sweet don't get me wrong but i just didn't want to hear it. Whats happy about the day a huge mistake came into the world? Besides i only wanted to...

hey everyone ,since this is my first blog i might as well tell you about myself..

-my name is Dionna
-i am 13 years old
-i think i have depression
-i have been cutting for about 2 months
-i am trying to stop cutting
-i am an only child
-my parents have been divorced since i was little
-i am blonde
-some people make fun of me because i am blonde

thats all i can think about now.if you have any questions ,comment.