TeenHelp - Entries for April 29, 2011

No reason to go on.

Posted April 29th 2011 at 10:30 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

No one reads the shit I post. I don't blame them. I wouldn't.

I'm sick of this. I really am.

Thing is, I don't even feel sad. Not really. Not like depressed or anything.

I just feel empty. I just feel like there's no point doing anything any more.

I still do stuff. When people look at me. When people see me.

I'll work, I'll play, I'll smile.

But I rarely write any more. I don't play guitar. I don't cuddle my...

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Maybe i'm being stupid and not thinking clearly... *trig

Posted April 29th 2011 at 09:39 AM by Riddikulus

I can't do this...I'm too young at the moment to decide, I wanted so much more from life, but i've gone and ruined it... everything is over. He said i'm just in a bad place at the moment, and when i'm thinking clearly, i will know he is right. But i don't know to be honest.
He wants things to turn out differently to me, he wants this to happen, he wants me to stay with him forever. I'm so confused with what i want...i'm fifteen, he can't expect me to know want i want to do about things......

Riddikulus

The magic word... expelliarmus

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Scared

Posted April 29th 2011 at 07:59 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

My arm aches and I wish that the holidays would last longer. I'm scared for my exams.

I don't want to go out today but my boyfriend expects me to. And so does my sister.

I want to curl up and go to sleep but I can't. I've been sleeping really rough recently.

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Reason For living

Posted April 29th 2011 at 04:00 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Think about this.
The person you are going to marry is walking the Earth at this very second.
That thought alone should give you hope to continue each and every day, knowing someone, somewhere is completely in love with you, even if you both don't know it yet.

I just read this saying on Facebook, and I kind of just fell in love with it. When I read it I thought to myself, "This is so true. I wish someone had said this to me when I was in the worst of my depression,

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