Well today couldn't have been more boring or depressing. It was boring because I have NOTHING to do all day. So, I just ate potato chips and watched t.v. Because I had noting to do all day I stop thinking about the car accident and its still cloudly outside. I also just realized I haven't smiled in weeks.

Saw my doctor yesterday. Was a mess before I left. Couldn't stop crying, eventually attacked my arm with a blade and just put my jacket on. Was too hot so I sat there with my jacket sitting over my arm. Was the only one on the bus, when I checked my arm was a mess and had blood smeared everywhere. Sat with my jacket covering it in front of my doctor while she said that it was her last day until February because she's off on maternity leave. Recommended Doctor G and said that if the pills were working...

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Today was a very sad and hard day. It was also raining all day. It was sad because I am still grieving over the death of my cousin and uncle. This is also making me very depressed. I feel like I have a total dosconnect with the world. Also, today in math when we were working in partners [ I was matched with a cute and hot boy] a girl started singing ' Emily and Roni sitting in a tree k i s s i n g first comes love then comes marriage then the baby' She was so lucky we were in school because if...