I'm still trying to wrap my head around what happened. I've been trying to pull this off for a year now, I didn't think it would ever happen.

On Thursday I sat down and had a talk with my conservative, over-protective, old fashioned mom. I stayed very calm and respectful. She didn't, however. Even though I asked her before I ever started talking to please, please let me say everything I had to say before she jumped in, she must've interrupted me at least 10 times. And she yelled....

Okay guys, I've made up my mind... I'm not leaving anytime soon!

Sorry to all those who were wanting for me to leave, you'll have to wait a while

but to all those awesome people who love me, thanks for making me think about it, I don't think I've been here long enough to leave!

Hug-and-run!

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Yeah cos I totally went to church. Not. I stayed in bed until half past eleven.

I attempted the TzHaar Fight Cave but only made it to wave 11 . . . pretty fail, considering there are 63 waves altogether.

Found the copy of Runner's World I mentioned, the training plan is actually aimed at running a half-marathon in under 2 hours. Seems alright to me (although I'm probably not this fit at the moment), the fastest mentioned is a 5:10km, and the slowest is 6:30km. I have...

I just want to die. I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I don't see any point anymore for trying, for talking, for smiling, for breathing, or for living. I don't know what else to do, death seems like my only option. It seems to me like the only way out. I just feel so helpless, worthless, alone and so many other emotions and feelings and stuff. I am just so tired of fighting and of being strong. I just don't want to be here anymore. I just can't handle living anymore. Right now the only thing...

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Slept really really well. Probably because by the time I went to bed I was utterly brainfucked, due to that light puzzle in Mourning's End Part II. Slept right through until this morning, when I had a rather strange dream about giving myself a mullet. Probably drawn from me being unsure at the moment whether to grow my hair or get a nice fresh hair cut.

Cooked bacon and egg sandwiches for lunch, then had an apple. Felt pretty good about it. No idea what I'll have for dinner. I feel...

Yes, because I did 3 quests today, and each was worth 2 Quest Points. I'll probably do some more quests tomorrow if the weather continues to be disgusting. It's like finding my RuneScape mojo . . . it wasn't buried very deep, it just took a combination of this weather and having membership to bring it out again.

My appointment with Judy went rather well, next week I get a new prescription so I'll finally be able to pick up my meds from the pharmacy like a normal human. She said...

Because I cannot be bothered thinking of one.

Extreme weather today, out Hobsonville way they had a tornado. Last year there was one in Albany. Reasons to be thankful that I am in South Auckland. (Manurewa, actually, if anybody feels like Google Earth stalking me.) It poured. Torrentially. Surface flooding. Heavy winds. Resultantly, I never got to the gym, because I didn't feel like getting soaked. It's kind of disappointing me that as soon as I have made up my mind to do things,...