It gets worse.
Today has been bad.
That's a lie.
Today has been awful.
Understatement.
The blade helps though.
That's what I live for.
Pain, and Hurt.

I've never been this low...
Even when it was bad, at its worst..
It wasn't like this..
And this is a good day..
I managed to smile today...
I can't think of a reason to carry on...
I hate everyone, everyone hates me...
Can't remember the last day I didn't cry...
I don't see a future, I hardly see a tomorrow...
How can I keep going like this? I don't even know if I want to keep fighting

Something is not right.
Apart from my Im back message I haven't posted in the forums.
I think I've forgotten how to help people...
This is unacceptable.
I am unacceptable.
This. Must. Change.

Had the best day ever yesterday at a Medical conference. I got to learn loads of clinical skills as well as them talking us through our personal statements and which medical school to choose.

I've decided that it is 100% what i want to do at uni, just need to get the grades and stuff now :/

Hey people.

At a youth conference, it's actually ending. I'm in sexuality, so that's a WIN. I'm in it with that friend that pisses me off, and I was the one that invited her. Want to know some of the people I've met? -I can put their names because, 1, I'm not putting their last names..

Lyric: Hot gay guy, has hair the same length as mine, is crazy tall, nice, funny, make up artist and a DJ, 14, like me! and, he's just really fun to be around. Long nails.
...

I hate you.
I hate how you ignore me.
I hate how you never ask how I am.
I hate how you show no interest in me.
I hate how you say you love me but never show it.
I hate how you talk to me about other girls.
I hate how you made jokes about me being an 'emo' when you saw a scar on my wrist a year ago.
I hate how you never tell me anything important.
I hate how you never open up to me.
I hate how you go on and on about things you know...

I feel like dying right now
I hate you for doing this to me
Fuck you
You're going to lose me by doing this..
But if you're going to screw me up.
Suicidal

Source: Notice | Facilitated Chat Room Discussions.


There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of death and grieving in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT/UTC), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will be held at 8pm Pacific US time (PDT). All...

...