I'm resigning. I'm giving up. I don't care any more. I can't do this. I might drop out of school. I don't know. I just want to leave everything behind.

By the looks of things, I have a regular following of blog readers. I wonder who they are.

Anywho I'm gonna need to put on my thermals to go walkies tonight, it's still really cold. No, I'm NOT going on the motorway. I'm just going to walk up the main road until I am sick of it. And if that takes until I get into town, whatever. I don't have to be anywhere until 12:30pm tomorrow, and that's Lambie Dr, so I can reasonably walk there from wherever I walk to.

I did end...

I'm am so stressed out. Its only the 3rd week of school, and already I'm feeling like I'm losing my mind rather quickly. Every. Single. Day. is a fucking struggle. A struggle to try and stay positive, a struggle to not act out any SH or ED urges, a struggle to get through school material, just a fucking struggle. For everything. It feels like nothing is going to be easy, ever again.

I thought I could trust that my relationship with E would be the one easy thing in my life, but even...