This poem differs from all the others I've been writing. This one I don't really include a message to be learned from, but more like my own experience of how my high school crush never came to be, and I'm sure some can relate to this. This is written in the eyes of how I saw this experience back in high school.

I wonder how things would be different
If maybe I just told her
How I felt about her
All those years ago.

In the beginning
When I...

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Well the tittle explains itself^^

What Zodiac sign was the worst, the best, and wanting to, go out with?

And I would like to know what sign you are if you dont mind xD

I am a Cancer

For me:
Worst: Libra
Best: Capricorn
Wanting to: Pisces

I am fed up of fighting an endless battle. No matter what I do it is not going to get any better then it is right now. I don't want to keep trying anymore. I just want it all to stop.

Stop me if you've heard this:
You make plans with someone,
You ask if they can show up,
They say "Yeah for sure,"
Or "Maybe, I'll get back to you."

Then, on the day of
Whatever it is you plan
To do with that person,
Whether it'd be hanging out,
Or maybe going out
To an event or even a movie,
They don't get back to you.

Or they will send you a text last minute
Telling you he/she can't make...

Lately life has seemed to have won. I have had setback after set back after set back and each time it seems harder to get back up and smile. I now have nobody in my life who will listen and I just want to give in and stop trying.

Getting offended.

It's where everyone is
Getting so butthurt
Over almost every little thing,
Whether it'd be over people,
Or even something
As controversial as politics.

Then, when someone gets offended,
They have to whine and cry
Like someone killed their dog,
And act like entitled little bitches
That are entitled to every little thing.

The easily offended
Are the easily manipulated....

I dont know, I need more music inspiration for music. So what 10 songs are on your playlist at the moment?

Mine are:

1) Papa Roach ft Machine Gun Kelly: Sunrise Trailer Park
2) In This Moment: Rib Cage
3) In This Moment ft Brent Smith: Sexual Hallucination
4) Papa Roach: Live This Down
5) Somo: Or Nah
6) Tove-Lo: Talking Bodies
7) Three Days Grace: Misery Loves My Company
8) The Offspring: You´re Gonna Go Far Kid
...

It’s today! In half an hour I’m heading to my rheumatology appointment. I’m trying not to get my hopes up. I keep telling myself that they’ll just tell me nothing is wrong. Even though I feel like this pain isn’t normal. The physiotherapist gave up. She was obviously relieved when I told her I had a rheumatology appointment because I didn’t have to be her problem anymore. She did her usual thing of pressing on my back, which did nothing but make me jump away from her hands and try not to yell out...