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Worthless.
I feel like such a worthless human being right now. I can't help but think back to everything that has gone wrong or think of any little stupid thing I have done even back years from now in elementary school. And there are so many of those things. It's not fun.
There are people out there that are so much smarter than me, so much prettier than me, so much better than me at everything overall. I'm just average, if that. I have a hard time doing simple tasks that anyone could do. I'm nothing. Everyone is better than me. I'm so jealous of everyone else's lIves.
And I'm not this great person like everyone on here thinks I am. I bet if you knew me in real life you'd just think I'm some socially awkward nobody. I know it's probably my anxiety talking but I feel as if everyone just puts up with me. Professors, because they have to, and people in my social groups because they feel bad for me.
I can't do this "adult" thing either. If all my adult life is going to consist of is working and sleeping, then I want out.
I'll never be good enough.
There are people out there that are so much smarter than me, so much prettier than me, so much better than me at everything overall. I'm just average, if that. I have a hard time doing simple tasks that anyone could do. I'm nothing. Everyone is better than me. I'm so jealous of everyone else's lIves.
And I'm not this great person like everyone on here thinks I am. I bet if you knew me in real life you'd just think I'm some socially awkward nobody. I know it's probably my anxiety talking but I feel as if everyone just puts up with me. Professors, because they have to, and people in my social groups because they feel bad for me.
I can't do this "adult" thing either. If all my adult life is going to consist of is working and sleeping, then I want out.
I'll never be good enough.
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I know exactly how you feel Dezie, really. :hug: Don't worry about people's expectations and what societal norms say, just try your best at being who you can be and what you are able to do. You will find a way to be successful, it takes time! :hug: <3Posted July 12th 2015 at 01:31 PM by
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I know how that feels! But honestly, you are an amazing person, and even if it were true, we can be socially awkward nobodies together
Seriously, though, becoming an 'adult' is a learning process and something that happens over time. I agree with Reminiscence about ignoring other people's expectations. Take care
Posted July 12th 2015 at 09:35 PM by Celyn 
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I agree with both the people who commented before me. Plus I also know how you feel. You are amazing just the way you are (Bruno Mars moment? :shifty: :dem: ), do the best YOU can do at everything, that is what matters. I''m still struggling with this "adult" thing too, but that's just part of life. Just take it 1 moment at a time and remember, do the best you can at it. If you ever need to talk or vent about anything at all, I'm only a keystroke away! Hang in there Dezi! :hug: :)Posted July 13th 2015 at 02:21 PM by Thereishope
