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Posted June 7th 2012 at 01:21 AM by escape♥
Updated June 8th 2012 at 03:04 AM by escape♥ (triggering prefix)
Updated June 8th 2012 at 03:04 AM by escape♥ (triggering prefix)
I can't really explain how i feel, but i'm going to try.
I feel on the verge of bursting into tears, and yet in a "i dont give a fuck" mood...I talked to one of my friends i hadn't stayed in touch with last night over FB. I thought she had quit cutting, especially since she was inpatient for a while, but i was wrong...
Today me and E had an arguement..partly because im so extremely emotional all of the time, and he ran out of meds (schizophrenia and bipolar disorder) so he was kinda blehh.
I feel like a major burden on the people i love, particually E and my parents. I wish i could just deal with this and put on a fake smile, but i..just can't. I kind of wish my parents were less..knowledgable so i could just cut in peace.
On the bright side, E told me today he was so proud of me being self-harm free for 6 days. <3
I've never felt so loved or supported in my whole life. I really do love him.
Anyways, i guess i have mixed feelings/emotions right now.
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